** rindu **

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

** dealova **

what i notice is, i cannot like dewa's song if being heard for like once.
i have to play atlis twice, and thats when i will rewind it like foreva.
their song stuck in my head even after i wake up in the next morning.
terngiang2. especially the lyrics. power syial!

this is once's song [dewa's singer], dunno who's the composer, but you see:

"aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapuh tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih "

woho it stucks without failed.
imagine if these poisson's equation im currently memorizing can stuck in my head like that, stim giler~


mood of the moment:curious
song of the moment: once - dealova
i wanna be:mcm mase 1st & 2nd year of uni. innocent & naive.

** rama-rama **

no they're not indo-band. they are malaysians!
yupp they sound like dewa/padi, but heck, atlis they got samtin for me to hear instead of tomok/those s-bands. dewa is their idol neways.
ah-hemn, bideway, those who interested in the lyrics, here goes it.

arjuna - rama-rama
bumi semakin sunyi
tanpa kamu disisi
seolah tidak terhenti
dibaluti oleh mimpi2
hadirlah kemimpiku
tetaplah disisiku
raikanlah rindu daku
terhadapmuuuuu

ramarama terbang tinggi
menghiasi taman ini
indah berwarna warniiiii

jangan pisahkan
aku dan dia
biarkannya melintasi
kesunyiann hati
jangan pisahkan aku dan dia
biarkannnya menemani
daku disiniiii

[arjuna's members were bmi-ans, and i think they rawk. dunno if they can perform live (unlike floppoppy yg agak rosak tuh) we'll see afterwards.]
thanx to huda for introducing me such musics. aiyooo yu rawk la dude. indos all the way~!

and i have some of the mp3s, ask for it.

mood of the moment: sooth.
song of the moment: arjuna - ramarama
i wanna be: rawkstar

** jujur **

duhai kekasih pujaan hatiku
dapatkah kau memberiku satu arti
sedikit rasa yang bisa ku mengerti
bukan sumpah atau janji

* buktikanlah bila kau ada cinta
setulus hatimu bisa menerima
sebatas kejujuran yang kau miliki
bukan sekedar bersama

reff: jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi setia
tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
jauhi diriku, lupakanlah aku

jujurlah padaku bila kau tak lagi setia
tinggalkanlah aku bila tak mungkin bersama
jauhi diriku, lupakanlah aku selamanya

mood of the moment:ngantuk di petang hari huhukkk
song of the moment:radja - jujur
i wanna be:an artist

** sedih tak berujung **

the apple-crunch ke apple-crunches ke apple-cruff ke apple-cr...
the person rite next to me is not eating that! he is not eating! and im so loving it!
aiyokkk susahnye jadi org pendiam [pendiam? wawa told imah that i'm pendiam :-"]
ok, how do you approach a person sitting next to you on a bus/tren/plane?
..for an apple-crunch

1. err excuse me.. seems like youre practising your own diet now and i think its a bit membazir to throw away such lovely apple-crunch, err, can i have yours?
2. look, look out there, there's a bird at our window!!~ [and grab the apple-crunch into own mouth]
3. dreamwalker? pretend that youre half asleep and eat. hohoho hidup mesti selambe
4. hi, my name is videl.. blalala.. apparently, im still hungry and youre not, can i have your apple-crunch?
5. you look familiar to me lah, and so does the apple crunch, can i have yours?
6. ko tanak apple crunch tuh kan? naknak! [ayat bersambung dan terus amek apple-crunch tuh tanpa perlu tunggu respon dia] lalu tidor secara tutop muke.

mood of the moment:jetlagg
song of the moment:daniel powter - a bad day
i wanna be: with my frens.

** happy engagement day kaklong **

1) kaklong - engaged. finally.

2) and we will have this happy family at home.. maroon is the colour-theme.

3) me and e'ja
thanx for kaming dude.

4) o'a and e'ja. susah susah sejja dtg jauh2.. thanx skali lagi dewdssss..

5) suke budat init.. ayu yg panggil diri dia 'awu' sbb dia tatau nak sebut ayu?

6) mari memberi subiniye lalalala
wuwuu bz nyer guek.

7) mak yg tak menang tangan lalu memakan tangannya.

8) wohoho 3 budat bandar disuruh membasoh beras. ngeeee..
to lely and yanz, thanx alot sanggop overnight teratak burok pasir ambor yg byk nyamot nih.. hihii.. you rawk big time!~

mood of the moment:mcm nak demam.
song of the moment:lifehouse-blind
i wanna be:supermodel.

** what with you **

"i think they are not nice people"
how dare you to say that??
she totally get me pissed off.
she's like representing wanita-bertudung, but, she's giving the baddest example of all..
who is she? yupp. she's zahra from malaysia's most beautiful show ituhhh..
eeee.. she's the backstabber type of person, and she speak arrogantly, rudely.
segalagalanyalah. yup she's rite about being our ownself, but, what if you yourself is not that 'nice' she's mentioning. hah? boleh blah ngan mata tipu kau!

for time being, i think i preferred jue tuh kot.. dia mcm baik aje..
[and i dun really like dila tuh jugak kot.. for time being yeh.. tatau esok luse kotkot suke kot.. guek cepat aje suke/taksuke orang]

after all, thank god zahra is out. blahlah oii.

mood of the moment:kenyang mcm setan
song of the moment:lagu jepon yg tatau tajok n penyanyi. amek dr cd eyin jepon itew
i wanna be:kurus.. wahahhahaha.. tersumbat sendi rahang nak gelak.

** sharp as thumbnail scratch **

kepada budak gemok yg kurang hajo..
kau bukan dtg lambat sepuloh minit, bukan 20minit, bukan juwe sengah jam..
kau lambat sejam 45minit.. moerkhhh!~
kau bukan saje ckp mcm bagos, kau cakap secare kuang hajo! moerkhh!~
kau mmg tabest lah! dah lah kau belagak, bodoh sombong, keji, mengadangada pulak tuh!
takreti diuntung!
kekecik tanak mampos, dah besa nyusahkanaku!!
ko dah tayah datang dah! kau dah lepas batas kesabaran aku dah!
moerkhhhh!!!!!!!!~

'owh tuhan, jauhkanlah aku dr lelaki tak kacak ituh~!'

mood of the moment:sakit hati!
song of the moment:everyday i luv yu less n less!
i wanna be: hantu komkom, nak cekik budak gemok!

** a silence i cant ignore **

1: 20th november 2005
selamat penantin baru puan farah nadia aka oWwe & Ibrahim Johan aka BJ
yupp, we did rawk the Dewan Merak Kayangan by our unshamed voices.
bagai nak runtoh dewan ituh. and so sorry to the organizing committe [the GBs], our table didnt really listen to the slideshows because we were busy eating, provided, pacat had her voice all out that we can only see the slideshow with pacat's stories. [sila bayangkan sebentar]. ahaha dah lame gile tak dgr citer klaka pacat.

2:27th november 2005
my sis is getting engaged coming sunday. all are welcomes at kg pasir ambor.

3:4th december 2005
ana is getting married [this one for real]

4:11th december 2005
his side

5:everybodys tying the knot.
speaking of which, i myself have another hnmm less than 10days left and pity me, i am all cried out.
dear god, please make him strong to say that. or should i given up?

mood of the moment: malasssssssssssssssssss
song of the moment: 3rdeyeblind - hows it gonna be
i wanna be:a star.

** yang terdalam **

Yang Terdalam - Peter Pan

Kulepas semua yang ku inginkan
Tak akan ku ulangi
Maafkan jika kau kusayangi
Dan bila kumenanti

Pernahkah engkau coba mengerti
Lihatlah ku disini
Mungkinkah jika aku bermimpi
Salahkah tuk menanti

Takkan lelah aku menanti
Takkan hilang cintaku ini
Hingga saat kau tlah kembali
Kan kukenang di hati saja

Kau telah tinggalkan
Hati yang terdalam
Hingga tiada cinta
Tersisa di jiwa

** science-tist **

life is not about how youre gonna live without him.
its about how youre gonna live with him.

ennit? only if..

o'a buddy, thanx dude. you rawk big time! port dickson anyone?

mood of the moment: sakit - zahir dan batin
song of the moment: element - bukan orang suci
i wanna be: bad girl, not innocent anymore.

** you made me die **

KENAPE AWAK BUAT SAYE MCM NI?

kenape awak buat saye mcm nih?
kenape awak buat saye mcm nih?
kenape awak buat saye mcm nih?
kenape awak buat saye mcm nih?

** aku menunggumu **

1. yupp.. yaarite. these what happened in Kg Pasir Ambor & Kg Juasseh Tgh itew. Those watching TV3 on the 2nd day of Aidilfithri, yupp, yaarite. Takde air! Demit Beladihell. Macam nak mampos aku ngangkut air! and you know what the Menteri Besar said? "owh, kami tidak pernah menerima sebarang aduan mengenai masalah air ini" KEPALE HANGGUK KO! aaa.. geram. almost every year since the last 10 years ade kot we will have no water on our 1st Syawal.
see the picture, we have to call the JBA to come with the tank of water and masok sampai ke garaj-kete to fullfill all the beladifool. taklarat la weyh.
[Mcm biase, air paip ada semula selepas raye ke2 atau ke3]. mmg hariraye takpayah nak kene mandi dan basoh pingganmangkuk kan?

2.This is millie. she can sing and laugh with her head hangguk2. so cute that every child who went to my house will remembered my house as: 'rumah akak tedibear menyanyi'. most of them will dunwan to go back or atlis will said to the papa/mama : "maa, adik nak beli bebear nih.." dan maknye/paknye will go "huwaaaa!~ mane nak carikkk :((". sori dude. not for sale.

3. this is boroi. he is bigger than any 5 years old children's body. and they will sepak terajang this boroi sbb dia sgt boroi and kids will love to cuddle him.[ not only kids, makmak org pon sukak]
tgk nih.. kesian si boroi dudok tergolekdok huhu.

4. diorg nih mmg bersepah2 sanesini setiap mase. geram kot.

5. kamceng. laki bini yg tak berenggang.

6. lastly, happy hari raya yuwols.
maaf zahir bateniah.
pictures of raya in my http://videlcute.fotopages.com

mood of the moment:mood nak gi open house. jejejeje
song of the moment:crisye feat peterpan - menunggumu
i wanna be: the supermodel.

** so long n gudnait **

dear job,
way up becoming the person i am today was never being imagined.
i remembered well how i adore the doctors and want to become one, one day.
then i realised my fear towards blood adrenaline anything jellies..
and i remembered how i luv computers n internet and i told mother to become computer programmer.
then i realised my fear towards blind. [ke blindness? tak sedap plak ayat nih]..
and i remembered how i luv chemistry.. and i'm becoming a chemical engineer i said..
then i realised my hands ability to control any chemical-substance were pretty much frustrating.
and i remembered how i love being photographed and smile that i wanna be a supermodel..
then i realised my fears towards crowd and lights [too many lights i mean]
and i remembered how i love the rawkstars that i dunwant any job but to become a rawkstar's wife.
then i realised i'm not beautiful la bongok! ahaha.. tu je nak cakap.

my biggest fear is yet my job today.
never had anyone stop laughing when being told what i did today.
omigod, im too bad for this job i guess.
and im suxx at it. im sure. and im screwing up our next generations.
and it happened everyday. and i dunno until when.

my advise:
dont try anything you dont feel like doing or you will make yourself insane.

[aiyooo.. i wear my kasot motong getah to work today. lupe lupe!]

mood of the moment:gilak.
song of the moment:my chemical romance - helena
i wanna be:a rawkstar.

** here we go now one more time!~ **

this is what awaiting me back home. it takes less than a month to reach kg.pasir ambor.
wow! bravo nizam and his palshipping company! [waves]
and the smaller box is the one i tumpang with joni's kontena. reached me 3 days after nizam's arrived.
yayyy sukenyeeeeeeeeeee...

1: see my 'boroi' conquered one whole box yg kecik itew. duhhh.

2: mom was like: "yaallah kakngah, ape mende ko bawak balik nih.. " [samel geleng2 kelape.]
on the other time, i saw she and dad dudok berdua kat living room and both laughing at one of the toy.
[mak letak kat atas meja sejenis toy yg bila dipicit dia nyanyi samel geleng2 kepale secara cute sgt : 'bila kita gembira tepok tangan' in english]
i really think they both were cute sahngat dudok2 centuh tahan2 gelak.

3: yg nih my mom mcm hint: dah nak kawen sgt ke nih? ngohoho giler?!
[babyclothes. siriyes comel! tatahan nak beli]

4: Memsepahkan rumah.

5: on the other part: dapor: mak sebok kuarkan the pingganmangkok.


6: and still in the same condition: keluarga sathiyya&suriyya
owh i miss~


mood of the moment: tak saba nak balik raye yey yey yey.
song of the moment: yanz - sick cycle carousel
i wanna be: lucky. mcm ade a few friends yg mmg murah rezeki walaupon tak kaye tak murah aje rezeki. bes gile.

** semua tentang kita **

saya ishtiharkan saya sudah gilakkk..
lalalalala... bahaya nya kerjaya inih!

mood of the moment:flyhigh
song of the moment:peterpan - semua tentang kita
i wanna be:hehehhh.. cantik. boley?

** saye suke m.nasir **

seriyes bodow guek sgt malash dr tadi tak begerak satu keje apepon! and i finished this tag instead.
tagged by naiza.

seven things you plan to do before you die:
1) having grandkids [meaning: dah kawen dan ade anak dan ade cucu. wow. cucu sure cute kan]
2) perform the haji with my family.
3) finished visiting the 7 wonders of the world. [wohoho! mcm boleh la kan?]
4) scuba-dive [tepengaroh ngan citer summersnow]
5) own a cafe.
6) drive a 4wd. sempoi.
7) owh not to forget, finished paying those loans.

seven things i could do:
1) i could sit for more than 24 hours playing online games. tatipu. sampai tayah makan.
2) i could sit for more than 24 hours surfing internet. searching lyrics, mp3s, vclips, blogging, bloghopping, anything.
3) i could cry by only reading forwarded emails. tapayah lah tgk tv/wayang pon salu nangis kan.
4) i could study with radio/md/winamp on out loud.
5) i could go to any konsert, and go to any ceramah agama the next day. see, i'm natural. lalala.
6) i could menjerit bagai nakrak if i see any haiwan yg menggelikan. tapayah ular, cacing pon dah bley buat org nyampah ngan aku.
7) owh not to forget, i can eat for err.. takrugi bwk gi buffet. nuff said.

seven celebrity crushes:
1) takuya kimura
2) jason wade
3) keanu reeves
4) brad pitt
5) billy joe
6) ariel peterpan jugakkk [huhuhu susah jage mamat nih]
7) alan smith :-"
[alaaaaaaaa... tak cukupla 7 aje.. ramai lagi nih..]

seven often repeated words:
1) demmit!
2) dudeeeee! dewdddd! diuddddddd!
3) wohoho~
4) wow!~
5) boley takkkk?
6) ... ak? [eg: kalo kite tayah puasa takpe ak?]
7) siriyesss???

seven physical traits I look for in the opposite sex:
1) eyes.. yg alala 'terpendam sebuah duka' ituh takpon bersinar kecintaan ituh.. terbaek!~
2) hair.. ehehe. kalau bole ramot mesti bewarnawarni. :-"
3) pipi dia. i dunno how to describe tapi pipi dia mesti hishhh tatau nak describe. mcm pipi m.nasir tuh tawu? geram nak ciom.
4) hikkhikk malu nak ngaku, tapi mmg tgk sikit2 la montot iteww :"> ewww..
5) muke yg tak malu di bwk jalan. tayah hemsem, tapi sedap mata memandang. mmg tanak org hemsem. tanak.
6) taller than me [yg mane kalo anda peratikan, mmg tak arrr!]
7) yg badan tak muscle2 tuh sume, tamo yg mcm jagoh bina badan tuh seme tuh takkkkkmo, kalo kurus lagi baek! tembam sikit2 takpe sedap pelok. lalala :-"

seven tags go to: [kena pompan aje ke nih?]
1) Imah
2) eja
3) sue
4) lina
5) jija
6) effa
7) fidah

mood of the moment: huh, malashh banget
song of the moment: jewel - hands
i wanna be: a rawkstar!~

** moerkhhh!~ **

testing testing.
using new commenting system. dhaaa..
[who knows how to import comments from another system?]

*out to kl sentral*
mood of the moment:bhaaa!~ saye suke budakbudak.
song of the moment:hoobastank - the reason [still berhantu la this one]
i wanna be:rich.as usual.

** in my place **

where i spent my entire daylife now

In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn't change,
I was lost, oh yeah.
I was lost, I was lost,
Crossed lines I shouldn't have crossed,
I was lost, oh yeah.
And yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
I was scared, I was scared,
Tired and under prepared,
But I wait for it.
And if you go, if you go,
Leave me down here on my own,
Then I'll wait for you, yeah.
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Yeah, how long must you pay for it?
Yeah, how long must you wait for it?
Oh for it
Sing it please, please, please,
Come back and sing to me,
To me, me.
Come on and sing it out, now, now.
Come on and sing it out
To me, me
Come back and sing.
In my place, in my place,
Were lines that I couldn't change,
I was lost, oh yeah.
Oh yeah.

mood of the moment: malash shangatch
song of the moment: coldplay - in my place
i want the clock to click fast. cant wait for tonite's gathering at chakri@klcc.

** blurry **

saya memang suke dgr lagu lamalama.
eukkkkk this is memorious.
dgr lagu ini saye tingatkan zaman practical saya ituh. saya akan makan dikedai yg suke pasang channel 71 dan selalu sgt kuar bidiyoklip lagu ini.

puddle of mudd - blurry
Everything's so blurry
and everyone's so fake
and everybody's empty
and everything is so messed up
pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

you could be my someone
you could be my sea
you know that I'll protect you
from all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
imagine where you are
there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far

can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face
this pain you gave to me
can you take it all away
can you take it all away
well ya shoved it in my face

everyone is changing
there's no one left that's real
so make up your own ending
and let me know just how you feel
'cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
my whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

Oh, Nobody told me what you thought
nobody told me what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
told you where to run away
nobody told you where to hide
nobody told you what to say
everyone showed you where to turn
showed you where to run away

mood of the moment:demam kot.
song of the moment: puddle of mudd - blurry
i wanna be:sihat.

** welkam to the club **

great!~
i have had a person to hate in my office.
she's totally annoying irritating dan tidak dilupakan.. disturbing.
and when i complain silently to another colleage, she proudly welcome me to the club with:
"hahaha kalau ko suke dia, ko = taknormal. so, betul da tuh.. tahniah!~ sure ko tgh bengang gile eh. gue dah selalu rase. bsabo byk2. buat bodo aje kesiotan mulot dia tuh"
wahai XXXXXX, dikau sesunggohnyabermulot celakak. sekian sahaja makian untok hari ini. semuge afdhal kembali puasa kuh. amin.

mood of the moment:geram
song of the moment:tonic - if you could only see
"you've only been gone 10minutes, but already i miss you"

** missyoulove **

alamak alamak, i didnt realize that music is my life, my life is music had had touch its reader's limit.
huhhh.. i did plan in the heart [deep down in my heart only] long time ago that i'll put a gathering with my frens who read my blog whenever my reader's stats reach 10,000. [10038 at this post]
ehehe sounds poyo, but i want lah.
cemane ek?
and i'll close this blog after reaching 10,000. [kononnye]
but, seeing this as a new way to express my unsatisfactory or to express kejiwangan tahap koyan yg kdg2 malu tuh nak ckp dedepan, i decide to close later lah.
boleh?
mari kawan2 kite gi bukak puasa samasama mari ;;)

mood of the moment:miss you
song of the moment:silverchair - miss you love
i wanna be: urm.. kuat daya engatan.

** i've been tagged **

wuhoho i've been tagged by naiza and lets chain this:

20 Tahun Yang Lalu (1985)

aiyokk.. i cant remember what happened.. ahha, my brother came out of nowhere ahaha..
no-lah. my bro was born.. i live at t4mpin tis time. rumah saya dekat dgn beret polis, saya dan kawan2 dr kawasan perumahan saye akan selalu begadoh dgn anak2 polis tuh. diorg mmg jahat mcm setan. saye masih ingat seorang budak botak tuh dia pakai baju tulis no.7 secara besar dan bila dia dtg kacau2 kitorg, saya akan jerit kat mak saya: "makkkk!!! tgk budak botak 7 nih!!" dan botak 7 pon akan takot la konon mak saye ade la dlm rumah tuh.
then i went to tabika kemas and i always menyusahkan the cikgu ituh apetah nama dia.. dan dia selalu hantar saya balik rumah kalau saya nangis2. ehehe saye suke kene antar balik.
rumah saye dekat aja ngan tadika, jadi mmg jalan aje. kehebattan saya yg suka nyusahkan cikgu tuh telah dijejaki oleh adik saya. tapi dia lebih berdikari bebanding saya kerana dia busan dgn tadika nya lalu sorang2 berlari pulang ke rumah dan melaung kpd mak saya: nak pencen sekolah! saya pon musykil dari mana dia belajar sekolah tadika boleh pencen pencen. adula~

10 Tahun Yang Lalu (1995)
By this time saya sudah jauh dr pemili. studying in a boarding school at KL. dan family saya juge turot berpindah ke kualap1lah yg saya amat taksuka sbb kawan2 saya semua kat tamp1n nun. jadi saya mmg totally lost-contact dgn kawan sekolah rendah saya ituh semua. kecuali: shihah yang turot sama masok asrama mcm saya. seriously saya tatau akan kewujudan sekolah spooky inih sbb saya asek nak masok sebuah boarding school diseremban tuh aje, alhamdulillah laa saya masok sekolah kl nih bebanding sekolah seremban tuh.. sbb saye rase bebudak sekolah seremban tuh poyo2.. ahahaha sori.. saye mmg kadangkale suke ngutok taktentuhala. pis.
walaupon taksuke dgn sekolah saya, tapi, 5 tahun hidop disitu telah byk sgt ajar saya samting. byk sgt memori. dan ade kawan2 yg best yg saye mmg kawan sampai skang, unless diorg gi menglostkontek-kan diri. tahun1995 nih la saye bersame rakan2 sedarjah mentipu cikgu sejarah sbb takot kene berdiri tgh padang hitam kalo failed paper tuh. lalu kami beramai2 ubah jawapan yayayyy.. dan saye rase mcm sayelah antara mastermind kot. woups. dan eh PMR tahun nih juge.

5 Tahun Yang Lalu (2000)

saye sudah meningkat darasunti ahahaha. saye di fac.engineering UniMalaya,KL. Saye pada mulanya menginap 2nd residential college UM tuh, tapi lepas tuh saye mempindah ke vista angkasa seks ditepian tangga ituh kerana saye rase dudok hostel mcm tak rawk. saye juge memiliki sebijik kriss NBD-8210 ke kot no pletnye. dan sayelah antara minah rempit yg suke nyusahkan pemandu kereta di um tuh. ahaha. kemudian saye telah gatal2 memparttimekan diri di amcorp mall dan bercinta secara takde kasihsayang dgn sejenis mamat tody yg babi yang saye terjatoh cinta kepadanya hanya kerana dia main2 gitar dibwh escalator ground floor amcorp mall dan rambotnya berwarna warna dan tak sampai sebulan kami break. mcm 2 minggu aje kot saye berjumpa2 dia. ahaha saye rase sgt bodoe.
saye juge pade mase inih berkawan secara hebbat dgn eja oa peachy shake nana dan ade hosmet2 gereng yg best.

3 Tahun Yang Lalu (2002)
saye yg dirasuki keracunan chatting telah mencari tpt prektikel juge secara chatting. ahaha. saye accidentally chat dgn bos tpt saye prektikel dan dialah yg tawarkan utk prektikel disituh. jadi saye mentolak tawaran prektikel di telekom dan mempergi ke kampeni busok inih. [sbb kampeni ni bayar gaji, telekom tak bagi].
saye juge telah start bercintak dgn yanz yg telah saye kenali lastyear ituh. bila org tanye macamane saye terkenal yanz inih mesti saye terasa nak gelak. sbb bermula dgn jjay yg blinddate dgn joetosan, tapi end up saye yg kapel ngan yanz. saye dan yanz hanyelah peneman jjay dan joetosan blinddate.
walaupon pada mulanya saye ragu2 dgn yanz inih sbb dia ituh muda dr saye, tapi saye tetap menjerumuskan diri saye dgnnya juwe. mengapa ya? [-(
dan hubungan kami ituh sebenarnya mcm tak kapel sgt di ambang menjelang bulan berapa tah. yanz ituh player. [-(

Tahun Lepas (2004)
biarlah saye confess disini bahawasanya yanz ituh telah ade sejenis awek lain dan saye juge turot dicinta pada masa yg sama. lalu dgn perasaan berkacakaca ituhlah saye membuat keputusan melulu untuk keluarnegara. wow!~ sebenarnye saye tidaklah se gerex ituh. ahaha. bermula dgn sering temankan timahletup yg suke ke UK education fair ituh, saye akhirnya ketemuk dgn sumaisara yg juge suke ke uk edu fair. perempuan sumaisarah inihla yg telah meniupkan suntikan hebbat utk saye turot samong study ke uk, lalu, saye terus mempinta SPC from Mara yg baru kuar di akhbar harian ketika itu. Alhamdulillah permohonan saye lepas. interview pon bejaya. dan bersekongkonglah saye mentinggalkan kenangan pahit ituh semua di malaysia ditanggal 11september ituh. dgn harapan akan bermulalah episod baru dalam kehidopan saye. ececeh. yg sebenarnya niat asal nak samong study bukanlah nak study, tapi sbb nak bejalan ke negara org. ituhlah dpt saye menjalan ke spain pada tahun inih. dan yanz juge telah membreak dgn awek yg saye nyatakan diatas ituh. dan saya dilamon cinta dgnnya kembali. saye harap teman2 sekalian paham kedudukan ini.

Tahun Ini (2005)

saye telah mempergi italy, paris, disneyland dan eiffel ituh, round uk manchester liverpool pelbagai tpt. dapatlah saye congak2 mcm lebih byk jalan bebanding study. huh. saye pon dah selamat kembali ke tanahair dan makan mende2 yg tingin makan secara hebbat dimana saye telah kembali memberat. dan dapatlah kirenye berpuasa di malaysia dan paling mustahak: beraya di malaysia! sunggoh saye tidak mahu lagi beraya di perantauan.

Tahun Depan (2006)

Kalau mak saye, time nih dah dpt 2 anak, saye pulak time nih dah dpt 2 surat mintak hutang yakni: petronas [sbb saye tak keje petronas] dan mara. hutang saye keliling pinggang. saye harap saye dpt bayar hutang kat mak saye juge. wuhuuu.. saye rase byk sgt abiskan duit dia utk samong study nih. dan saye harap nexyear saye kurus sikit la. saye bukan tanak kurus, tapi saye bernapsu tnggi terhadap makanan la. susah. tak macam2 kawan2 kedingking saye tuh, derang mmg makan, tapi cepat kenyang. bosan betol perot mereka. ehehe.

10 Tahun Hadapan (2015)

Wow, saya harap saya dah kawen time nih. saye penah ckp kalau saye tak kawen2, saye akan amek anak angkat. 2 lelaki. boleh? tapi saye mintak sgt saye kahwin la kot. nak rase kawen :D. dan saye harap kekal hingge ke akhir hayat. amin. dan di umor ini saye mcm nak ade sebuah cafe. alala starbucks tapi tak semestinye starbucks. kalo starbucks nak bukak franchise kat sini bole jugak. saye sedia menyeliakannye ahaha. dan paling penting cafe tuh ade live performance everyweek. saye akan jempot je sesape budak underground perform. janji rawk. kalo ade artis nak tempah pon bole. tarahal~. ngeeeee:D dan kawan saye si lailykentot bercadang nak berkongsiniaga dgn saya, dia akan membukak kedai buku didlm cafe saye, so, pengunjong bley bace buku layan rawkstar. saye pule akan dudok samel tgk anak2 saye tuh men dram. wow!~
saye juge harap saye ade sebijik 4 wheel drive. sportage pon jadikla. dan suami saye wajib bwk atlis 7series wuhuhuk. gatal.
[sekarang saye terpikir, bakal suami saye yg ituh dah abis study ke ek time nih?]

Tagged:
saye tak rase mereka nih nak teruskan chainletter nih. tahtah tak bukak pon blog saye :-j.
tapi saye tagged gak la mereka nih:
ejahat
suebengkeng
lina
jija
effa
fidah
ciklebah
dela
spentot
zasya
jojo

mood of the moment:cant get enuff of param yet.
song of the moment:lifehouse-blind
i wanna be:supermodel. ~:>

** PARAM: pasar ramadhan **

ramadhan again.
i almost jumped in the car when i myself decide to tapau samting from the pasar ramadhan, realizing the fact that i havent went to any pasar ramadhan or at least pasar malam since last year. duhhh.. i really miss this.
unfortunately, to my dissappointment, reaching ttdi's param[param: a shortform of pasar ramadhan] was way jammed. traffic crawled and so do people at the pasar ramadhan itself. everybody's important dishes like murtabak or roti john were highly demanded, and we have to queue for this. i mean where got this queuing-format lastyear? after that i thought: owh, maybe because today is the first day. i hope so.
nway, param is still the best place to cuci mata, like last year. cuci mata sahaja a, no offence. not that i will go menggatal or what. duhh. regardless the effect of usharing another gender that made yanz goes mad, having finally eat something i craved since lastyear, with someone i love, did washed away all the penatlelah queuing and bergadoh stuff. and again, pasar ramadhan, i dunno what, but this thing is the greatest gift from god. i hope today i will get my kueh yg bulat2 bawah hijau atas putih ade parut kelapa sikit2 nama dia seriputeri ke serimuke ke [kot]. and bingka ubi. and otak2. and apam balik [eh-apam balik got ar?].

and i'm currently waiting for any ramadhan-buffet-attack invitation. kmon gals, nak gi buffet mane weyh?

eh, did i mention param is always a good place to jejak kasih? met intansafina [she didnt see me, i see her from far] and owwe at ttdi's param yesterday.

mood of the moment:nantoks
song of the moment:gwen stef - hollaback girl
i wanna be:rich gal.

** hilangkanku **

IMAHANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
hepi betdey dewd!~

mood of the moment:istikharah.
song of the moment:amy search - [budak belakang eja pasang kaset dia nihh]
i wanna be: by the beach. white sands. with zero moment inside the head. i really need a break.

** saya sudah talarat **

1. happy betdey peachy!~and happy engagement day too.

2. saye telah tidak suka beberapa ketol wanita :-"
[eeee geramnyeeee kat popan2 gedik! pis :-"]

3. welcome back trex lond zahar. [bile sebenanyeh weh? tatau exact date]

4. saye belom makan satey k4jang :((

5. addicted to cheesecake semula.. tolong bang berahem tolong!!! saye berase seperti sudah naik kilo-kiloan.

6. saye tidak tawu bagaimana nak mencocok duit bank natwest (UK) kat sinih :(((((... cemane ek? bukankah dia ade maestro maka boleh dicocok dimanamana sahaja?

7. saye tatawu AP saye valid sampai bile. anybody has the idea?

8. apsal currency exchange rate tgh suxx?? saye tgh mesken nih :((.. 6.78 sepound yg paling mahal saya terjumpa. bila nak naik 7.3 nih??

mood of the moment: panas lagi
song of the moment: peterpan - semua tentang kita
i wanna be: rich

** stressed **

1. thanx lond, trex, zahar, imah, naiza and others coincedentally/un sending us at heathrow, london.
dunweri about the hand luggage: they wont timbang that.

2. the 12hours flight was ok compared to kl-london journey last year. last year we cant sleep and finished all movies termasoklah kuliah cinta yg keji tuh, but this time i managed to finish one only and the rest, i sleep.

3. 'PANAS!~' the first word went out from my mouth upon arriving. [i wear this jacket nih kot tuh psl panashh] and a few minah betudung merah with uniform kaler putih situh mmg harus ngumpat aku secara nak kasi dgr kat situh kan! cilake gile.
and then when my hand luggage jatuh, a few mamat kawan2 minah tudung merah nih gelak secara aku wajib dgr dr jauh! cilake lagi sekali kepade korang!.

4. thanx those waiting in KLIA:
-mak and ayah and banglang : thousand muahhh. sejuk kembali kepanasan di pintu ketebang tadi.
-paklang and wife and mentua and anak2 : huhuk terignore sbb guek mmg lebih suke layan kawan2.
-e'ja, o'a and minyak : the terbaik!~ these people send me last year, the same fetch me this year.. rase mcm nak kawen ngan korang [exception to minyak].
-sid : yg temankan a.k.a penyelamat yance, yg begidu peramah menglayan my ayah and then e'ja was like " chep4h, sape sebenonye boipren ko nih? :D"
-yance with the bouquet of roses. huhukk thanx sangat awak.. terkemamaaa sebentar disituh. seriyesli i stumbled when i saw him with the flowers, catched e'ja and o'a and was like "aku nak buat ape nih??"
and yance was like "malu awak, since kat parking tadi org pandang mcm : muke cem ganas tapi bawak bunge"
muahahahaha..
and we all went having dinner at nilai. thanx minyak for belanja a bit.

4. once again, im suffering jetlagg. duhhhh. kinda jealous looking at their faces sleeping calmly while me struggling, watching the same vclips @hitztv and today is the 5th day i cant sleep, i slept after 9am in the morning and that is so tak puas sbb panas!~

5. watched janji joni yesterday, [butoh cite melayu, tapi gol and gincu dah takde], eat kfc, mango blended, nasi ayam chicken rice, waffle.. satey k4jang terbatal: semorg bz.. waiting for mangsa.. ada sapa mau gi makan satey kah?

6. heavennye idop tayah keje cennih, tapi sampai bila? i cant really go everywhere sesuketi at this age, mom keep asking. duh. lagipon i have no money. at this point of time, NAK KEJE SKANG GAK!
tapi malas gak.. mals malas.
[saya harap ada keje dtg begolek2 gedebong kepintu rumah saye, amin]

photos: http://videlcute.fotopages.com

mood of the moment:huwaaa, cannot sleep!!!~
song of the moment:switchfoot-dare you to move
i wanna be: normal.

** berdebar **

ya Allah.. selamatkan perjalanan kami.
semuge kami selamat sampai di Malaysia.
amin.

touchdown at KLIA on tuesday 5.30pm.
all are welcome.

** the day before the check out **

will i miss sharing the same kitchen with you guys?
will i miss sharing the same sink..?
will i miss sharing the same fridge?
will i miss sharing the same freezer? where i will announce: this is my fooking partition yuh beladiful!!! [when they were not even twice,but so many times putting some babi inside my partition.. ahheyyy~!]

i will miss you dear housemates.. will i miss.. i will miss..
i will miss waken up by the sounds of the other housemates overexciting about samting..
"she she maaaaaa???" or "me***!!~" they will shout from outside..

i will miss this temperature..
i will miss all the runaway condition at 10am each morning that got class..
i will miss going to school without bathing.. or even worse.. [not until the next day.. ]
i will miss drinking hotchoc infront of guys in fasting month.. [woups]
i will miss breakfasting during class.. with a lil bit of teardrops.. [sedih situh]
i will miss breakfasting at quietcentre [freely]..
i will miss ashtonkutcher the i-like-to-ask-stupid-questions in class..
i will miss the basmati with ayam goreng only..
i will miss eating sausages and burgers at the laziest condition..
i will miss carboots..
i will miss "mind the gap! mind the gap!" at the underground
i will miss the snow..
i will miss the frenchkiss everywhere.. [even in the commonest place]
i will miss the "cheers!" gratation after buying anything.. or "layterzz!"
i will miss the martyr-wireless connection i coincidentally encounter.. and ofkos i will miss you my Uni sresnet-brodben connection.. i've used the streamyx and never it attempt to be like you..

mood of the moment: :-s ignored
song of the moment: weezer- beverly hills
i wanna be: wynona rider :-o

** tru calling **

the moment i step back inside my room i felt the emptiness..
emptines kaplahotttttttttttt
my roommate had moved out.
and let's see..
i lost my luggage.. how am i gonna go back to malaysia kelak???
and few documents inside.. i cant remember, but i think my x-ray was inside that big-bag. few certs.
i lost my shoes.. tak mahal mana.. but should worth my pulau perhentian to-go-journey what??
and my selipar jepon.. how to mandi and berak dude???
i lost my bucket.. my shampoo, my bathfoam, my colgate, my stuffs la kate..
how to mandi? one week to go and all i have to do is restarting back the life at surr3y..
macam mule2 sampai dulu, takde selipar, takde barang2 semua..
i havent check my kitchen. takde mood hoke.
hishhhhhhhhh... BA ALIP BA YAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!
vavi laaaaaaa luuuuuuuuu.
aaaa.. dah abis geram dah tuh.

pssst: satu luggage 30inch bape pounds ek? demit i'm almost bankrupt.

mood of the moment: gerammmmmmmmmmmm
song of the moment: enya - only time
nak balik skang!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

** kisah klasik untuk masa depan **

i was standing at the edge of sharp knife in that very time.
bila ditelan mati ammaa, diluah mati appaaa..

dear fren,
i am sorry
sorry for worrying too much
and sorry for sometimes trying to be the saviour..

im here if you want me, im yours you can hold me


mood of the moment: kusot
song of the moment: peterpan - mimpi yang sempurna
i wanna be: by your side. seriously.

** if i told you this was killing me **

the first box is full..
the second box is full..
the third box is also full..
and im craving for another box..
gile banyak wehhh barang nak shipping balik malaysia!!!
when i tried to seal the last box, i heard this sound of children's song..
yu know this twinkle2 little star kinda song..
and ahh.. mbe it came from nowhere, so, i ignored..
and the sound didnt stop.. it seems to yell louder..
and i put my ears nearer.. mane arah dia dtg nih?
nahhhh.. from the last box.. and i was like.. demittttt!!!!!!!!
and there goes the digging part.. and dig dig dig.. the sound became louder..
manekah kauk! keluar kauk!
and finally, it was from this children's book yg terletak di bawah sekali!!!
tensennyeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
this book was like kain yg sedap dipelok which i plan to give to my kazen nih yg bila dipicit disatu tempat nih dia kua muzik ituh..
aaaaaaaahh i have to pack again!!
serabotttttttttttttt!~

mood of the moment: serabot
song of the moment: the juliana theory - if i told yu this was killing me, wud yu stop?
i wanna be: bewitched.. eh nicolekidman in bewitched.. wah mcm hebbat tuh.

** all of the stars has faded away **

cerita ini adalah rekaan sematamata, teda kenemene dgn yg sudah mati, dgn yg hidup ada sikit2.

satu hari awak tanya
awak: "arini awak nak makan katne?"
saya : "nak nanes... tatahann.. dah lame awak tak tanye saye centuh :(("
..saye nampak ade airmata bergenang dlm kelopak mata awak.awak: "dulu saye tak keje, tade duit nak ajak awak makan.."
awak tarik napas, lepas tuh awak tarik tangan saye dan berpegangan tangan..
kite jalan menuju kedai makan. saya nangis lagi..saya : "dah lame awak tak pegang tangan saye.. mase tade duit table pegang kot:("
awak senyum nak nangis..
lelaki.. expect org perempuan macam nak mende yg sangat sukar
tapi all we ever need is only a big hug of the day..

mood of the moment: empty
song of the moment: oasis - stop crying your heart out
i wanna be: back

** happy independence day malaysia and myself **

olomokkk.. 4 days in a row been posting new entry..
obvious ke?
nahh.. announcement: i have totally nothing to do accept tido..
[and trying new recipe like laksa johor yg mcm meegorengkari].
sekian, salam merdeka kepada diri sendiri.
and world pis :)>-

and i dedicate this folowing song to miss goodself.

"Everything You Want"
Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

[Chorus]
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

[Chorus]

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

[Chorus]
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

mood of the moment: kering kontang
song of the moment: vertical horizon - everything yu want
i want money!

** at my most beautiful **

mood of the moment: numb
song of the moment: rem - at my most beautiful
i mean nothing to you.

** the that conversation **

berdasarkah kisah benar.. after a conversation with a new-fren who reads my blog since lastyear.

she is broken, he is not..
she is sad, he proposed..
she is declining, he tried again..
she accepted the hopes, but he's already in a relationship..

he had break up with the gf, what she knows..
he likes her, she likes him even more..
he's silently with his old-gf, she doesnt know..
he's clever, she's innocent.

his gf called, she felt what?
his gf begged, she felt what?
his gf threaten, she felt what?

his gf called again, she pity..
his gf go drunk, she felt what?
his gf going crazy, she felt all wrong..

she asked to choose, he cant decide..
she suggest break-up, he dont want..
she break it up, he is what?

now he go clubbing, she is scared..
but he's the one that decide, she felt 'lantakla kau.. sape suh ikot pompan tuh!~'

moral of the story:
kenapa nak ada orang lain kalau tidak boleh mengawal orang yg kita sedia ada?
kenapa nak beri harapan kalau kita tak boleh nak setia?
Never say "I love you" if you don't care.
Never talk about feelings if they aren't there.
Never touch a life if you mean to break a heart.
Never look in the eye when all you do is lie.
The cruellest thing a guy can do to a girl is to let her fall in love
when he doesn't intend to catch her fall and it works both ways...

mood of the moment:no mood
song of the moment:teenage fanclub - going places
i wanna be:enjelinajolie

** empty decorations **

7am london - +7=14=2pm Malaysia

a phone ringing.. max1s phone roaming from london..
'hello'- a chinese man with an attitude
'hello'- me with suara garau baru bangon tidor mmg sgt kantoi punye suara baru bangon tido sape yg penah call time i tido mmg tawula cemana rupe bentuk suara time nih
'hi.. im eng apopotah.. from kampeni apopotah.. blalala.. want to interview.. lalala'
terus yak Allahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. dun do this at this kantoi time :(((((((
'im sorry, but im in UK rite now and i'm not gonna be at malaysia until end of september'
atlis that's the only line that i can thought of at this early morning tau.. and with my husky-voice tuh laa..
'ouh im sorry.. blalala' i cant hear the afterwards sbb dah krohkorhkohr..
and when i wake up couple of hours later..
huwaaaaaaaa...:(( did i just rejected an interview?
sure dia blacklist aku dah :(((((((
but huwaaaaaaa skali lagi..
i havent finished study but i still have to search for new job and that is really sucks..
i hate jobhunting..
and i felt like 'goyang-kaki-ing' until the next january 2006 boleh?
i mean.. tolonglaaa nak kene start bangon at 7am everyday again?????
i dun wanna grow up.. im a toysaruskid.. i dunwanna work huwaaaa:((
alangkah besnye kalo aku kaya 8-> *daydream*
muktamad: im gonna start jobhunting january 2006.. only and only this.

[congratz to peachy.. wuwuwuu emil proposed her yesterday mwaaaaaaaaaaaa bessss gile!~]

mood of the moment:i am utterly and totally defisit again!~
song of the moment:papa roach - broken home
i wanna be: enjelina joli geeheee:D

** the one with the Chelsea **

we: me, laily, imah, naiza
lined up for chelsea futbol tix for i think almost half an hour [and the line moved very slowly]
until we reached the samting-door very near to the counter, a man stepped near us, and made another line after us..
[mbe bekoz we kinda not lining up very properly kot..]
i was like : " nih apesal tak beratur bebetol nih.. gi laa beratur kat blakang woi.. "
but then, ofkos he didnt understand what i've said.. [i yelled in malay lalalala:-"]
we even felt like selling laily's match tix to the person back of us.. and we waited and the line werent moving
and finally laily decided to ask the person beside me:
"sekiuz mi.. is this line for buying the match tix?"
and that very person answered: "no.. this is the line for the staff entrance"..
and we saw this big sign there : "STAFF ENTRANCE"
Naiza automatically spread her umbrella..
I laughed there and then..
Laily said oh thank you..
Imah run..
and we didnt even looked back at them staring at us..
yaa we really felt they stared and laughing at us..
BODOHHHHHHHH gileeeeeeeeee
patot lah diorg semuanya dari tadi macam pandang kite semacam kan????

[finally, only laily and her brother tgk match ituh and chelsea won 4-0 thankyou]
mood of the moment:pening kelape bermain hujan
song of the moment: akma-bertakhta dihati [:">]
i wanna be: nicole kidman :"> malu lagi..

** ..saya pula nak makan.. **

inspirited by babed's blog [yupp babed.. im your silent reader lalala:-"]

1.satey k4jang haji samuri.. takkesah la kat k4jang ke kat taipan-usj ke kat warisan-putrajaya ke kat awan besar ke.. janji dia satey haji samuri..
2.asam pedas ikan mak masak..
3.daging rebus cicah air daun tatau tuh.. slurpp mencicih airliyur..
4.masak lemak cili padi mak punye je.. org lain tak power mcm mak masak.. lalala..
5.sotong goreng tepong.. [air liur dah melimpah ke karpet nampaknye]..
6.ikan bakar/udang jalan bellamy.. belakang istana negara tuh..
7.kopok lekor kat pasar malam..
8.buah manggis.. a ahhhh.. aku butoh buah manggis weyhhhh.. [taske sgt durian..]
9.nasi ayam kat chicken rice shop atau kat jalan bukit bintang tuh.. nasi ayam kat ayamas pon nakk..
10.ayam goreng kfc..
11.chicken wings kat pizzahut..
12.cendol basten-kualap1lah.. terbaekk~

mood of the moment:bergenang2 airliur.. wuwuwu nak balikkkk
song of the moment:jamesblunt - u r bootiful
saye nak kawen ngan hans isaac 8-> [sori awak.. saye daydreamin aje.. ajajjajaa]

** i never felt this empty before **

alkisah di suatu malam yang sepi.. ciktupai sedang berjalan2 dihutan siber..
dia dikejutkan olih seekor anak beruang inih..
"hi cik tupai.." encikberuang mentegur..
"hi encikberuang.." ciktupai menjawab malu2..
[festaim ditegur oleh seekor beruang]
"sorang je ke ciktupai? ;;)" acu encikberuang..
"yela.. malam2 bute nih..tiada sape nak temankan saye disini.." adu ciktupai..
"chantekkkk!! marilah kita berbual2.. saye boringla dihutan sesorang.." encikberuang mengusul..
"saye juwe boring.. marilah!~"..
lalu mereka pon berkawan sebentar..
sejak hari itu mereka sering berbual2 bersame jika dikesempatkan bertemu di hutan siber itu..
sehinggalah di suatu masa yang sgt hening..
"ciktupai..saye sgt boringlah.." kata encikberuang
"lor..kalo boring.. awak pergilah berjalanjalan.." ciktupai mengsajeskan.
"saye tiada kawan utk dijalanjalankan bersaama" kata encikberuang hiba
"hnm.. masakan awak tiada kawan?" tanye ciktupai..
"kawan tuh tiadalah ciktupai..tapi saya ada laa bekenalan ngan encikrhino dr kg seberang siang tadi" jelas encikberuang
"ahha apelagas.. ajakla dia bejalan2" cadang ciktupai..
"tapi.. takkan kami nak jalan berdua aje.. nanti org tuduh gay pule" kata encikberuang malu2..
"ye juge yeh.. erm."
"ahaa..apekate awak ikot kami bejalan ciktupai? barulah rawk!~" cadang encik beruang pula..
"ala.. saye pemalu.. saye tak penah bejalan2 dgn lelaki2 macho mcm awak" kata ciktupai malu2..
"ala.. ape nak dimalukan.. bukannye saye nih sehemsem tomkrus.. aa.. kalo awak malu.. awak bwkla kawan awak juwe" cadang encikberuang..
":-s.. kawan2 saya pon pemalu.. tapi.. saye try tanyela yeh.." dan mereka pon berpisah disitu..
sejam kemudian..

bersambung sepurnama lagi.. 8->

mood of the moment:
song of the moment:
i wanna be:

** put your heads on my shoulder **

boringggggggggggggggggggg !!!!!!!!!~
pernahtak rase sgt pressure sbb boring walaupon ade byk mende sebenanyeh nak buat?

if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call yance and go tgk wayang..
if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call eja and go gossipping at hartamas square..
if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call imah and go watching teatre at istana budaya.. [imah at uk now]
if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call oa and go mount kiara.. her ofis and that peace-place to sobber..
if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call kaklin and go sauna..
if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call mak and i go home in short notice..
if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call banglang and go lepak at sahur-3rd college..
if i was in malaysia rite now, i will call you and we go browsing ikea, exploring oneutama, watching ice-skating at sunway piramid, gigling at uptown, hunting food at bigplate or satey k4jang or naili's or andalusia [yak Allah i mishhh malaysia so much], or go shopping at ou or midvalley or klcc, or sitting chitchatting at any syed's/kandarkayu/24-hours restaurant, or i can simply go oggling people live-performin at bukitbintang ke shah alam ke memanela janji tak dudok rumah dan busan.

at this point of time.. i wanna go back! i want to i want to.. no matter how crazy i was for this UK.. i wanna go back go back.. [and i need 4k instantly.. dear god..help me]

mood of the moment:unintended
song of the moment:muse-unintended
i wanna be:unintended

** wake me up when september ends **

"Ada berisi ada yang kurus, ada melencong ada yang lurus
bukan semuanya tulus ada sempuna ada kurang upaya
ada yang jadi buta hanya bila sudah kaya"

siapa ckp semua perempuan bertudung tuh baik?
siapa plak ckp perempuan tak betudung tuh jahat?
siapa ckp perempuan bertudung tuh alim?
siapa plak ckp perempuan tak betudung tuh tak alim?
siapa ckp perempuan betudung semayang tiap waktu?
siapa plak ckp perempuan tak bertudung tuh tinggal semayang?
siapa ckp perempuan bertudung tuh takde kemungkinan melakukan jenayah?
siapa plak ckp perempuan tak bertudung tuh ade kemungkinan menjenayah?
siapa ckp perempuan bertudung takkan isap rokok punyerlaa!
siapa plak ckp asal tak betudung je mesti penah isap rokoknyer laaa!
siapa ckp perempuan bertudung sebab dia patuh undang2 islam?
siapa plak ckp perempuan tak betudung tuh taktau undang2 islam?
siapa ckp perempuan bertudung tuh tahu seme undang2 islam?
siapa plak la yg ckp perempuan tak betudung tuh tatau langsung psl islam?
siapa ckp perempuan bertudung tuh innocent?
siapa plak ckp perempuan tak bertudung tuh tak innocent langsung?

always happen when cases melibatkan perempuan bertudung [e.g:beromen di tangga vista, tamantasikshahalam, etc] orang akan start ckp:
alah perempuan bertudung tuh yeyeje pakai tudung tahtah dok beromen kat tepi2 tangge..
alah pakai tudung tuh ingat abes baek la tuh.. pangai mcm setan..
alaa pretending innocent pakai tudung while dok menggorat laki org..
alah pakai tudung abes bagos tapi sebena isap ganja tuh..
alaa.. dia pakai tudung pon sebab pesen..
alaaa.. rambot dia tak lawa, tuh psl pakai tudung..
dan bermacam2 lagi assumption.. wateva they said..
paling best bile org cakap: alaaa.. dia pakai tudung sebab mawi ske pompan pakai tudung... MOERKHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!~

dan org suke ckp: pakai tudung, baju mcm org gi disko. :D
ade satu entry abdullahjones didlm fotopejnyeh: siri baik tayah.. yg mane dia lukiskan gamba pompam2 yg pakai tudung dgn belbagai corak gaya pesen pemakaian yg baik tayah pakai tudung..
marilah kita same2 tundok insaf 8- [ehehehe tersipu]
~world peace!~

mood of the moment:kering kontanggg
song of the moment: grinday - wek mi ap wen septemer ens
i am clumsily biliv in myself.

** kahwin campor.. ada apa dgnnya? **

dewasa ini acapkali kita terbaca di dada kadkad undangan perkawenan..
cina kawen india, india kawen melayu, melayu kawen omputih..
bukan itu sahaja.. lelaki kawen lelaki pon adaaa 8-x.. [kategori kawen tolak, bukan kawen campor].
kawen campor sudah menjadi resam yg tidak dpt dimalumalukan lagi..
walaupon masih sebangsa, anak mami kawen ngan anak jawa bugis pon di katakan kawen campor..
salahkah berkawen campor? walaupon pada kebiasaannya akan mendapat tentangan hebat para kuarga dan saudara setempat, namon, ia tetap mendatangkan seribu satu keajaiban..

mari kita lihat contoh ini: sathiya + suriyya


dan mereka diijabkabolkan


dan dizuriatkan sedoyon anak2 campor


meriah.. and i have one hepi femili.. at home..

sape ckp kawen campor ituh tidak seronok?
what say you.. ?

mood of the moment: oh mama.. saye mawu kawen.. ahaha bongekkk
song of the moment: lim jung hee - geh deh ji geum [fullhouse OST]
i wanna be: shania twain ~:> ehhehhh

** i loathe that hye-won!! hwaaakkk!!~ **

pada suatu hari laily telah memberikan saya fail bertajok: BERSAMA LINDA(astro.tv): isu:mawi ketika saya sedang bertongkos lomos siapkan draft final report saya.

laloo: hai lorr
saya: iman wan:">
saya: :X
saya: :">
saya: iman-kite xhemsem pon
saya: kenape iman nih hemsem yeh
laloo: takde laa hensem sgt kot
laloo: ;))
saya: tak hemsem but attractive
saya: silap penggunaan suku sakat kata8-x
saya: :">
laloo: dia kena iman yg mualaf
saya: woo 8-x
laloo: klaka laa
laloo: sungguh2 debat
laloo: cam kita2 je
saya: ahahak
laloo: saya rasa sungguh tidak berfaedah
laloo: 8-x
saya: saye juge berase gitu
saya: [-( mane perginye arah tuju report saye[-(
laloo: ahak ahak
laloo: satu lagi saya nak katakan..
laloo: saya juga tidak bersetuju dgn penggunaan tsumawi
laloo: 8-x
saya: kamu adalah punca ketandosan akhlak dikalangan remaja
saya: saye juge mensetujui kamu didalam perkara itu
laloo: haa ye ke
saya: mereka sudah terlampau
saya: mawi saje udahle
saya: tayahla tsu ituh
laloo: saya igtkan saya seorg sahaja yg berasa demikian
laloo: kerana tsunami itu adalah satu perkara yg amat sedih yg berlaku
laloo: tidak seharusnya disamakan
saya: benar cinta ituuuuu butaaaaaa
laloo: teng ting teng ting
laloo: [ost fullhouse 8-x]
saya: [saye sedang nyanyi lagu siti nurdiana ye..harap maklom]
laloo: saya maklum tetapi sudah lupa penyambungan nye
saya: biarkan saya sahaja sambungnya
saya: kerna aku masih menyintaimuuu..
saya: tetapi.. diriku.. lagi tatawu..
laloo: suka lagu no 2
saya: ouh saya tidak perasan nombor2
saya: nanti saya pastikan
saya: biarkan saye habiskan forum tak bermakna inih dahulu
laloo: silakan menonton nye
saya: wow pertengkaran8-x
laloo: tu la pasal
laloo: pastu rasa yg budak burn tu berasap berapi je
[burn:presiden kelab mawi fc]
laloo: dia cam tak byk ckp sgt
saya: dia jenis tak reti nak ckp caner
saya: saye paham perasaan dia
saya: iman wan rawk
saya: yg bertopi ith juwe tidak pandai benar bercakap
saya: kesian saya melihatnya
saya: eh tidak pakai topi rupenye :-j
saya: silap.. yg name syazwan ituh
laloo: oo yg tu
laloo: itu adalah anti mawi
saya: yer
laloo: manakala pensyarah itu sungguh suka dgn mereka yg pandai bermain alat musik
saya: dia juga tidak begitu pandai menegakkan benang yg basah sepertimana iman wan
laloo: :))
saya: pensyarah pandai berkatakata cuma kurang berkata
laloo: lagu no 4 juga sedap didengar
saya: tapi si shazwan inih mempunyai perkara yg saya turot rasakan:D
saya: maafkan saya terpaksa ignore kamu:-j
laloo: tidak mengapa saya faham keadaan kamu
laloo: saya akan pastikan saya membeli album felix nanti
laloo: ;))
saya: saya tidak akan kemanamana
saya: saya jarang percayakan album org malaysia8-x
saya: maafkan saya disitu
saya: indonesia saya takpa
laloo: jangan lah kami bimbanh
laloo: lega saya mendengarnya kerana tidak perlu berkongsi felix
saya: jangan risau.. saya hanya tidak beli album tidak bermakna saya tidak akan berlaku seswatu8-x
saya: saya pernah melanggan majalah urtv:">
laloo: =))
laloo: maafkan saya
laloo: sungguh saya tidak dapat menahan rasa gelihati ini
laloo: tetapi saya juga turut membaca urtv di rumah sepupu saya
saya: sayajuge tegeliat jantung
saya: saya tidaklah melanggan secara setiap bulann.janganlah anda risau
saya: tapi mcm tiap bulankot pergi membeli:">
saya: yakni selepas spm yg busan ituh
laloo: saya faham kerana kamu harus keep up dengan teman serumah yang mama juwie itu
[read: teman serumah yg mama juwie saya anggap sebagai imah]
saya: alhamdulillah kamu memahami
saya: takot saya ketinggalan zaman jadi saya haros menglaku seswatu ditika ituh
laloo: saya sungguh bernasib baik kerana mempunyai sepupu yang rajin membeli majalah urtv serta mangga
laloo: malah ayah saya juga pernah membelikan kami majalah mangga
laloo: ;))
laloo: mungkin dia fikir kami sudah meningkat remaja ketika itu
laloo: sudah tidak sesuai membaca kawan, bujal, bintang kecil lagi
saya: ayah kamu sunggoh seksi disitu8-x
saya: ayah saya sangat suka belikan majalah doraemon dan anak2sidek terhadap adik saya ketika ituh
laloo: walaubagaimanapun, itulah kali pertama dan terakhir dia berbuat demikian
saya: saya menjadi merajok kerana dia selalu abaikan kemahuan saya yakni majalah hai dan urtv
laloo: saya rasa ayah kamu hanya mahukan yang terbaik untuk anaknya
laloo: ;))
saya: tapi saya juge pergi mensorok kebilik adik saya lau mencilok komik2 dia
saya: dan saya turot suka pulak komik dia:">
laloo: ye betul tu
laloo: saya juga mensukai doraemon dan anak2 sidek
saya: saya rasa saya agak jatoh chenta dgn rashid sidek didalam majalah ituh:">
saya: dia comel dan selalu terlondeh baju:">
saya: saya sukakan londehan:">
laloo: wah rupanya semenjak dulu lagi kamu sudah begini ye
saya: mana mungkin..
saya: :">
saya: nampaknya sudah magrib
laloo: oh saya rasa budak2 paris sudah pulang
saya: wahwah saya harap amat dee belikan tsert saya:">
saya: kirimsalam rindu saya padanya yah supaya dia jadi sukakan saya:">
laloo: saya akan cuba
saya: saya malu padanya:-j
saya: **pengsan**
laloo: saya juga begitu
laloo: *pengsan juga*

mood of the moment:saya tidak tidor selama 41jam.
song of the moment: byul - i think i luv yu [fullhouse OST]
i wanna have that fullhouse.. rumah ditepi pantai :">

** karma **

Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick,
And think of you
Caught up in circles confusion
Is nothing new
Flashback warm nights
Almost left behind
Suitcases of memories,
Time after

Sometimes you picture me
I'm walking too far ahead
You're calling to me, I can't hear
What you've said
Then you say go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

If you're lost you can look and you will find me
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting
Time after time

After my picture fades and darkness has
Turned to gray
Watching through windows you’re wondering
If I'm ok
Secrets stolen from deep inside
The drum beats out of time

You said go slow
I fall behind
The second hand unwinds

mood of the moment: sgt malas nak bangkit dr katil.
song of the moment: cindy lauper's time after time by matchbox20
i wanna be:inside Lot 853 Kg Pasir Ambor ituh.

** ungu violet **

=)) i read from one source and it says:

"Seorang lelaki bernama Amat yang baru saja menjalani malam pertama bersama isteri barunya, menceritakan tentang kemusykilannya kepada seorang sahabatnya, Mohd. Jamil.

"Wah, gila juga! Ternyata memang benar," ujar Amat. "Kebiasaan yang sering kita lakukan ketika masih bujang, boleh berulang pada malam pengantin."

"Maksud kau? Sebenarnya apa yang berlaku semalam?" si Mohd. Jamil ingin tahu.

"Begini. Kau kan tau kalau sewaktu bujang aku suka melanggan perempuan?."

"Ha'ah. Tapi bukan ke kau kata dah insaf dah, nak taubat selepas berkahwin?"

"Memang la. Tapi aku tersilap buat something semalam."

"Ye ke? Apa yang kau dah buat?"

"Kau tau, masa malam pengantin semalam, setelah selesai melakukan hubungan, dalam keadaan mamai, tanpa sengaja aku memberikan wang RM100 pada isteri aku."

"Wah, gila kau??!" Mohd. Jamil terperanjat.

"Bukan aku sengaja! Dah benda nak terjadi, nak buat macamana.." jawab Amat dengan muka mencuka.

"Habis, bagaimana? Isteri kau marah ke?"

"Itulah masalahnya," Amat menjawab. "Dalam keadaan separuh sedar dia menjawab, 'Terima Kasih Bang, datang lagi ya'...!"

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Moral cerita ;-) Lelaki baik hanya untuk perempuan baik. Begitu juga sebaliknya. So jadilah seorang lelaki or perempuan yang baik, kalau nak jodoh yang baik."

mood of the moment: cuak
song of the moment: felix-anak
i wanna be: supermodel..

** mencari cintak **

while doodling in yahoomessanger:

=)) gelak genggoling..
memule dia kuarkan pen merah tuh dia buat yg bibir atas tuh siriyes takde rupe bibir lalu sgt perah otak kuberpikir apekah inih.. atlis yg guek lukis yg atas tuh ade rupe bibir ye tak?
[inilah dia apebile kanak2 rebenaberi x dibedung tangannye melukih.]
mood of the moment:saket bakang badan.. sengal2 sanesini membuat projek inih yg nak due dah huhukk
song of the moment: all american reject - swing swing
i wanna be:an artist :"> maluuu

** im getting tired of pretending im tough **

aneh aneh.. byk pekare aneh belaku lately :(..
1. tibe2 dpt sms ade org tetibe reloadkan prepaid max1s guek. tapi RM10 aje la.. salah reloadkah?
2. org ini telepon guek : 012-6158659 sapekah? dia ckp pelat cina.. dia tanye dpt tak rm10 reload tuh? dia tak tanye nak suh hayar balik.. dia mcm suke2 bejaye reload.. ade apekah dia inih? kalau awek dia melayu, takkan dia takcam suara aku nih lain dr suare awek dia? [read: no tepon dia beza kedudukan dgn no tepon guek].
3.kazen guek meninggal dunia.. umor baru 5 tahun :( sedih takdpt tgk.
4.guek mimpi minyak meninggaldunia malam mendpt berite kazen guek meninggal? [mmg mimpi saiton kot sbb guek terlajak subuh harituh]
5.a phone call from: 0133693522 and there's this makcik asek marah2 guek nak ckp ngan tpott? i said i'm che pah.. she said nih sape nih, tpott mane.. aku pukol jugak makcik nih kang. [tak pepasal abes kredit guek sebab max1s roaming x-(]
6.yanz menipu guek :((.. dia jahat kan?

i would like to dedicate this song to those who like this song.
josie and the pussycat - you dont see me
This is the place where I sit
This is the part where I love you too much
This is as hard as it gets
Cause I'm getting tired of pretending I'm tough
I'm here if you want me
I'm yours, you can hold me
I'm empty and achin'
And tumblin' and breakin'

Cause you don't see me
And you don't need me
And you don't love me
The way I wish you would
The way I know you could

I dream a world where you understand
That I dream a million sleepless nights
Well I dream a fire when you're touching my hand
But it twists into smoke when I turn on the lights
I'm speechless and faded
It's too complicated
Is this how the book ends,
Nothing but good friends?

This is the place in my heart
This is the place where I'm falling apart
Isn't this just where we met
And is this the last chance that I'll ever get
I wish I was lonely
Instead of just only
Crystal and see-through
And not enough to you

mood of the moment:sedih peningkepale rendahdiri serabot kusot benci
song of the moment: you don't see me
i wanna be: angelina jolie dan amek anak angkat.

** aku sayang padamu ** [france trip]

hikhik :">
I'M BACKKKK!!! from my paris trip
uh-oh i luv paris i luv disneyland :*

the events:
day 1 - 17th july 2005
we arrived at paris 11.45am and checked in at grand hotel de paris.. homban segala bagasi ugly and started the journey after zuhur+asar prayer secare jamak..
places of interest yg sempat pegi ialah:
1.notre dame - cathederal yg besar among biggest in europe.. [taktau.. just remember the hunchback of notre dame?] and amek2 gama..


2.pompidou - national art gallery yg sgt besa lagi kretip


3.louvre museum paris - 8.50euros.. and amek gama secara ghairah dgn potret monalisa.. wat else.. venus d milo, firaun2 tuh, hammurabi code? [x-(].. and atap museum yg berbentok piramid kaca2 ituh..


4.arche de la triumphe de etoille.. tahlaa.. amek2 gama lagi.. and we strolled along a park there where people do sunbathing ituh.. and ade satu part sgt lawak kitorg amek gaba secara bersunggoh2 dgn sejenis statue bogel dan tourist dr negara mane tah terpakse nak amek gak gamba kitorang lalu nak masokkan dalam majalah dia.. part paling best bile naiza secara bongeknye ckp wahhh nih nanti sure jadik gamba poskad lalu harus beli secara beratus keping dan kasi kat seme kawan2.. tolongla talarat gelak tapi erp tataula nak citer camane.. mmg mcm cramp gak mulot asek gelak.. patu kantoi amek gamba org beromen di taman wahahaa.. sungoh obviyes la.


5.place de la concorde yg utk amek gamba aje.. dan ade adegan belari2 anak melintas jalan sebanyak banyak kali..

6.arche de la triumphe de caroussel.. dimana ade adegan terlampau yg telah dirakamkan gambarnye oleh naizaperv 8-x


7.eiffel tower the main mission yg dihabiskan selame ah-henmm.. from 8pm-paris [7pm-uk] sehinggelah midnight 12. haros dr cerah secerah2nye [read: magrib is around 9.30pm] sehinggelah eiffel tower berkelip2 ngan lampu wanewani.. so we watched the sunset from above. atas eiffel tower okkeh! yayy:* [10.70euros]..besbes..




day2 - 18th july 2005
THE MOST UNFORGETTABLE visit ever..
i love disneyland and i missed it so much.. kalolaaa ble nak pegi lagi nak lagi dan lagi.. sukeee
sanggop kitorg abaikan bekfes hotel ituh semata2 nak jadik org first masok disneyland..
walopon agak kecewa sbb patot harga all-park is 32 euros, malangnye we have to pay 50 euros sbb hari ini hari ahad, and disneyland pon tutop 11pm harinih bebanding 5pm kalo tak.
but, yayy.. takkesah janji dpt menlenjan inih disneyland and yeah we didnt waste any minute. full aje ektibiti..
we watched almost all shows provided tak kisah la dalam walt disney studios park mahupon dalam disneyland park..
takpayahlaa dalam fantasyland tuh kitorang tak tinggal satu ponn permainankan.. even merry-go-round kuda pusing2 ituh pon kitorang lenjan walopon berskirt..
[kempunan naik carrousel kat genting sebab tah kenapa kat malaysia mcm malu nak naik caroussel2 nih ahaha]
yup the rollercoaster-part quite frustrating tapik takpe kitorang bergasak jugak main rollercoaster yg agak kanak2.. suke jugak.. and i think abis thrilled pon was the 'rock & rollercoaster'.. macam agak tertinggal gak la jantong dan ade gambar yg dicandid tuh yg macam alala times-square-rollercoaster tuh.. dan gamba naiza paling horror ahaha..
hnm niway.. memamng worth it sgt laaa disnilen inin utk dipergikan..
we watched the parade yg memang pukol 7pm.. [and yet i missed it so much when i played back the recorded version from the camcorder hukhuk:(]..
wat else.. haa got another parade at 10.30pm.. this one parade yg berlampu2 liplap.. parade yg berbeda from parade siang tuh.. and finally.. the best part: wishes: ade fireworks kat sleeping beauty castle ituhh pada pukol 11pm yayyyyyy sgt cantikkkkkkkk dan sukeeeee...

intoducing: from left to right:
husna, naiza, guek, imah, leli



ok.. so.. kitorg kuar disneyland secara officialnyeh around 12midnite.. dan jengjengjeng..
uik.. apsal takde orang dah? uik.. tren stesen dah tutop? uik takpe escalator dia stil begerak [tgk from cermin dinding].. and we went to the other main entrance dgn harapan pintu disitu bukak dan huwaaaaaaaa:(((((( tutopppppp.. dan takde bas utk balik town paris.. :((((((((.. taxi pon org berebot dan sangat unaffordable nyeh satu cab 150 euros, kitorg 6 orang = 2 cabs = 300 euros??:-o tamooooooooooo.. terpaksele tunggu the next morning nyer tren yg atlis start at 6am.. huwaaa strandeddddddddddd!!
dan bermulalah sesi karaoke secara hebat dekat bas-stop kat luar tren stesen tuh..
bergilir2 jadik penyanyi..
telelap2 kekadang.. bile nak telelap tuh org lain tgh nyanyi, bile bangon org lain plak tgh nyanyi.. imah pon nyanyi wowoooo:-o.. ahaha imah aku gelak dalam tido..
and a few times adela beberapa rakyat jelata dtg approach sebab risaukan kami [yg islam aje sbb mereka nanpak kami pakai tudung kot..]
yu tekkeh girls.. if yu feel unsafe, go to nearest disney-village, got security there blalala..
sgt concern mamat2 france nih.. bagos betol..
maka, sejuros 6am kitorang membalik ke hotel dan terus mengmakan bekfes hotel ituh secara lahap dan krohkrohkroh tido di bilik masing2 secara hebbat sehinggele terpakse check out pada pukol 12..
emuhuhuuu sedihhhhhhhhh.......
tak sempat utk plan2 hari inih semuanye terbatal secara sendiri karna teda masa sudah, hanye sempat mengkejar ke KFC yg halal yg dirindui setelah setahun wooo tak makan kfc..
haros mcm makan untuk sepoloh hari dan tapau berkoyan2 kfc..
hairan budak2 france tgk masing2 macam tak penah jumpe makanan ahaha..
tak sempat pegi hatrock cafe
tak sempat pegi moulin rouge
tak sempat pegi sacre coeur
tak sempat pegi anverse
nuff said. sedih ok.
yg lawaknye mase nak gih st denis the kfc ituh kitorg naik tube yg benti di stesen lain dan tube ituh berpatah semula ke central paris dan kitorg pon ek-eh inih stesen tadi..
8-x boleh takkkkkkk????
sbb bile tanye mamat france yg dudok main henfon ituh dia cakap taklaa, nih betolla nih pegi st denis, manada berpatah balik.. hampeh punye mamat henfon..
from st denis tube station [tpt terletaknye kfc ituh] nak balik central paris ituh, tetibe aisyah hilang semasa tube sampai lalu kami menggelabah dan rase nak nangis, rupe2nye aisyah telah tersangkot di pagar tube yak Allah boleh tak takde org perasan????
huwaaaa:(((( sori aisyah..
dan terus dptkan aisyah dan berlari masok tube secara angkat kain tinggi2..
dan akhirnye sampai di kaunter check in eurostar ke london secara tepat2 on time alhamdulillah..
tak dpt bayang kalo kitorg miss jugak tren nih.. tatau plak nak tido mane.. alhamdulillah..
dan penutop tirai kecelakaan hari isnin ini ialah part yg mane imah dipaksa bukak tudung oleh imegrisen paris ituh..
kitorg dah macam hah??kene bukak tudung??
imah at first hanya bukak tudung, dan tinggalkan serkop, tapi orang imegrisen gila tuh paksa bukak jugak serkop ituh dan sgt murkanya kami, tapi, imah aje kene bukak, kitorg lain tayah..
apesal ek?? read imah's unsatisfaction on: http://silio.blogspot.com

alhamdulillah dah selamat sampai bilik.
dan proses mengposmortemkan segala jenis gamba2 terlampau nih tatawu bile nak abis..
kitorang haroslah ade digicam sorang satu, so, ade 6 orang 6 digicam dan loya tekak mengedit gamba adulaaaa.. video2 camcorder pon belom sempat di capture.. hukhuk

[ps:kepada awak yg memesan t-sert hatrock paris :( sori awak.. seriyes tak sempat yg sangat tak sempat..]
takpe lain kali ble pegi lagi 8-x..


mood of the moment:im in luv
song of the moment: atiek - aku sayang padamu :">
i wanna be:rich so i can go paris every month :-o