**ade org telah mempergunekan id saye ke laman lucah**

tetibe ade org ajak cybersex and bile ditanye mane dpt my id..die ckp carik kat grup-jbsex???
wattdehekkk???
tolongkanlaaa adenyelaaa org pompan nak masok laman2 lucah sebedidu:((

niwayy..i was searching for broery-mp3s tadi then i encounter this website..
dan terbace satu cerite mcm okeh layan oleh otak yg sgt vulnerable ni..
sgt cepat sgt mengalir airmate dikalekale berjauhan ni..mmg macam2 hal...
tolongla bace dan tolonglaa same2 wase citer nih mcm bes??

[tapi name pompan die siti..so..mcm wase die mcm tak lawa..
kalo name die mcm fiona ke..reeni ke ek..mcm lawa skek nak bayangkan]

putera79 writes
"Suami saya adalah serorang jurutera, saya mencintai sifatnya yang semulajadi dan saya menyukai perasaan hangat yang muncul dihati saya ketika bersandar dibahunya.
3 tahun dalam masa perkenalan dan 2 tahun dalam masa pernikahan, saya harus akui, bahawa saya mulai merasa letih...lelah, alasan-alasan saya mencintainya dulu telah berubah menjadi sesuatu yang menjemukan. Saya seorang wanita yang sentimental dan benar-benar sensitif serta berperasaan halus. Saya merindui saat-saat romantis seperti seorang anak kecil yang sentiasa mengharapkan belaian ayah dan ibunya. Tetapi, semua itu tidak pernah saya perolehi. Suami saya jauh berbeza dari yang saya harapkan. Rasa sensitifnya kurang. Dan ketidakmampuannya dalam menciptakan suasana yang romantis dalam perkahwinan kami telah mematahkan semua harapan saya terhadap cinta yang ideal.
Suatu hari, saya beranikan diri untuk mengatakan keputusan saya kepadanya, bahawa saya inginkan penceraian. "Mengapa?"Dia bertanya dengan nada terkejut. "Siti letih, Abang tidak pernah cuba memberikan cinta yang saya inginkan." Dia diam dan termenung sepanjang malam di depan komputernya, nampak seolah-olah sedang mengerjakan sesuatu, padahal tidak. Kekecewaan saya semakin bertambah, seorang lelaki yang tidak dapat mengekspresikan perasaannya, apalagi yang boleh saya harapkan daripadanya?
Dan akhirnya dia bertanya. "Apa yang Abang boleh lakukan untuk mengubah fikiran Siti?" Saya merenung matanya dalam-dalam dan menjawab dengan perlahan. "Siti ada 1 soalan, kalau Abang temui jawapannya didalam hati Siti, Siti akan mengubah fikiran Siti; Seandainya, Siti menyukai sekuntum bunga cantik yang ada ditebing gunung dan kita berdua tahu jika Abang memanjat gunung-gunung itu, Abang akan mati. Apakah yang Abang akan lakukan untuk Siti?" Dia termenung dan akhirnya berkata, "Abang akan memberikan jawapannya esok."
Hati saya terus gundah mendengar responnya itu.
Keesokan paginya, dia tidak ada di rumah, dan saya menenui selembar kertas dengan coretan tangannya dibawah sebiji gelas yang berisi susu hangat yang bertuliskan...
'Sayangku, Abang tidak akan mengambil bunga itu untukmu, tetapi izinkan Abang untuk menjelaskan alasannya."
Kalimah pertama itu menghancurkan hati saya. Namun, saya masih terus ingin membacanya.
"Siti boleh mengetik dikomputer dan selalu mengusik program didalamnya dan akhirnya menangis di depan monitor, Abang harus memberikan jari-jari Abang supaya boleh membantu Siti untuk memperbaiki program tersebut."
"Siti selalu lupa membawa kunci rumah ketika Siti keluar, dan Abang harus memberikan kaki Abang supaya boleh menendang pintu, dan membuka pintu untuk Siti ketika pulang."
"Siti suka jalan-jalan di shopping complexs tetapi selalu tersasar dan ada ketikanya sesat di tempat-tempat baru yang Siti kunjungi, Abang harus mencari Siti dari satu lot kedai ke satu lot kedai yang lain mencarimu dan membawa Siti pulang ke rumah."
"Siti selalu sengal-sengal badan sewaktu 'teman baik' Siti datang setiap bulan, dan Abang harus memberikan tangan Abang untuk memicit dan mengurut kaki Siti yang sengal itu."
"Siti lebih suka duduk di rumah, dan Abang selalu risau Siti akan menjadi 'pelik'. Dan Abang harus membelikan sesuatu yang dapat menghiburkan Siti dirumah atau meminjamkan lidah Abang untuk menceritakan hal-hal kelakar yang Abang alami."
"Siti selalu menatap komputer, membaca buku dan itu tidak baik untuk kesihatan mata Siti, Abang harus menjaga mata Abang agar ketika kita tua nanti, abang dapat menolong mengguntingkan kukumu dan memandikanmu."
"Tangan Abang akan memegang tangan Siti, membimbing menelusuri pantai, menikmati matahari pagi dan pasir yang indah. Menceritakan warna-warna bunga yang bersinar dan indah seperti cantiknya wajahmu."
"Tetapi sayangku, Abang tidak akan mengambil bunga itu untuk mati. Kerana, Abang tidak sanggup melihat airmatamu mengalir menangisi kematian Abang."
"Sayangku, Abang tahu, ada ramai orang yang boleh mencintaimu lebih daripada Abang mencintai Siti."
"Untuk itu sayang, jika semua yang telah diberikan oleh tangan, kaki, mata Abang tidak cukup bagi Siti. Abang tidak akan menahan diri Siti mencari tangan, kaki dan mata lain yang dapat membahagiakan Siti."
Airmata saya jatuh ke atas tulisannya dan membuatkan tintanya menjadi kabur, tetapi saya tetap berusaha untuk terus membacanya lagi.
"Dan sekarang, Siti telah selesai membaca jawapan Abang. Jika Siti puashati dengan semua jawapan ini, dan tetap inginkan Abang tinggal di rumah ini, tolong bukakan pintu rumah kita, Abang sekarang sedang berdiri di luar sana menunggu jawapan Siti."
"Tetapi, jika Siti tidak puas hati, sayangku...biarkan Abang masuk untuk mengemaskan barang-barang Abang, dan Abang tidak akan menyulitkan hidupmu. Percayalah, bahagia Abang bila Siti bahagia."
Saya terpegun. Segera mata memandang pintu yang terkatup rapat. Lalu saya segera berlari membukakan pintu dan melihatnya berdiri di depan pintu dengan wajah gusar sambil tangannya memegang susu dan roti kesukaan saya.
Oh! Kini saya tahu, tidak ada orang yang pernah mencintai saya lebih dari dia mencintai saya. Itulah cinta, di saat kita merasa cinta itu telah beransur-ansur hilang dari hati kita kerana kita merasa dia tidak dapat memberikan cinta dalam 'kewujudan' yang kita inginkan, maka cinta itu telah hadir dalam 'kewujudan' yang tidak pernah kita bayangkan sebelum ini."
mood of the moment:tensenla dgn ituh org
song of the moment: broery marantika-jangan ade dusta diantara kita yehhh
i wanna be:tufff..tufferr..tuffestt..[read:tough-bukan dr segi fizikal..mentally tough]

**aiyokkk**

inihla kaedahnye apebile keneksen menjadik okke...
sodah 3 hari 3 malam teda totop komputer..
akan bersambong2 inin..when will this end its goes on n on...elalalaa...

oioioioi ---alala lagu naruto..

mood of the moment: nantok..nak samong tido
song of the moment: adam sandler-grow old with you..[ahalaa..bedarah idong]
i wanna belong tu yu eyh..eyhhh

**would i be out of line if i said: i miss you**

has1fah-yang bijaksana..thats what it was sposta mean..

i hardly remembered wat they called me during my primary school..
[probably just a simple has1fah kot]..
but i do remember stepping at the secondary school..i started the nick as HAS..
yeah at first..it was like most of them esp my dormates called me with the name..
yelaa..at the time..i was like..petite jugak..143cm height je kot..
soo..sehsuhwailaaa ngan name gitu kot..seniors mmg panggil has..
[tetibe tingat kat kak yuyu..kak lin..kak sue..segale jenis akak2...--dear -has..heyy..how"" ituh..duhh.."" kretif2"" me..fine..blablabla"" mendapat"" notes2"" r"" sorat2"" u"">my CS[college-sister<---every a"" assigned"" be"" br"" cs"" dowh..school"" into"" junior"" new"" rule..damn"" school"" the"" will"" with"">she[my CS] is a popular back then..she's the drummajor..of the school-band
[i was pushed to join the band but then..yu should knoe la the ustazah ituh<--she advised"" band"" before"" berbulu"" br"" dyed"" ek..heran"" ekceli....she"" even"" gile"" guek"" i"" into"" join"" juge:-"" kazen"" kene"" kinda"" larang"" marah"" mase"" me"" my"" ngan"" ngeri..die"" not"" of"" pakai"" plak"" rambot..:d..tho"" s"" sbb"" school..err"" sedare-jauh-by-married..ee..one"" step"" tak"" takde"" the"" to"" tudung"" tuh"" ustazah"">erk..hmm..my cs ituh..she's one kinda tomboy..memule kenal at the registration..she's with the tudung..then..after confirming those class & dorm stuff..petang tuh activity bejalan2 keliling sekolah..[my family is still around]..she's with the cap..short-haired..tomboy giler..i was like:omigod..die ni pompan ke laki?
tekezutt buzz-buzz gak mase tuh..my mom oso tecengang2..sape ni?
i bet my other frens pon wase gitu gak..fuufuuii..thenla i realized..wawahh..die ni ramai secret admirer..she's popular summore..terpaksele me oso being glemer..
"pst pst..awak cs kak asno ek??pst pst..has..bes ak jadi cs kak asno??pst pst..has..smalam awak nangis homsik ek?kak asnor pujuk ke marah awak??bes ak kene pujok ngan kak asno??pst pst..has..smalam kak asnor bukakkan bedspread awak ek??"..
giler blurrrrr apsal semorg nak sebok2 nii??rupe2nye being in school-band especially being the drummajor is a kinda the centre-of-all-attraction..
duhh..poyo giler.. so..ok..me as a HAS is a normal thingy la..some classmates just call me sif4h..[in fact..imah+mazni+monno ituh still panggil sif4h sampai la memule imah dok vista dulu..weehoooo:D]
i donno when la..but one of my s.a there:kaklin[engku naslina..bbdak rumah topaz will surely knoe her..she's one of those seniority stuff gaks laa..geng2 poyo]..
tak bes la panggil awak has..nak panggil che pah..i was like..duhh??wat a name?ape kebende ituh??ting..ting...sampai kesudah..melekat name tuh..i mean until now.. deymn..
1st day at UM..im thinking of bringing up a new-life..im wishing for been invisible to everybody..kengkunun beharap tade sape kenal..
tup-tup our fren yg wat parttime kat kementerian pendidikan inform us that 32 of us were going to UM..
[ewiwan was stuck due to the economy-crisis..taleh fly]..
deymn!~ giler ramai~!..my batch is 90 students..so..32 is one-third of the batch..haroslaaa berkampong at UM kan..
tapi..most of them tercampak to those francais-thingy..left-out around 10 je kot kat main-campus..but then..the che pah is knotted and i cant change it..
aderlaa a few..senior at 2nd college called me koya<--kunun bandung"" berkhayal"" blurr"" br"" cen"" deymn"" hapehape"" him"" je.."" karen:-"" kot.."" kot"" koya"" lalok"" maya"" mechy"" memyself"" nampak"" ni..gilo"" ni"" panggil"" sape"" senior"" stroberi"" tah.."" tah"">so..then..i decided to use my normal name when started werking..so..the 1st day is..helo..i'm has1fah..yu can call me has1fah with the full..nak lagi kacak..yu can call me has1fah..:D..
but...[of kos there's a but in eniting]..aderla sekor colleage nih..named:fariq..he's uniten..awex die puler bdak UM..deymn!..the next thing i knew..pagi2 bute esoknyer..die dok lepak hisap rokok kat bwh ofis..hye che pah!..
i was like ignoramus at first..[kinda tak pasan]..tapi..bile step-in the door je realize..eh..how come he knoe?deymn!~..sialannnn!!!
rupe2nyer awek die tuh my fwen..bespwen to my ex-roomie at 2nd college,UM..
so then..everybody in my work called me che pah or atlis che fah<--those ade"" blur"" br"" called"" che"" chinese"" due"" la..garfield"" la..pah"" malas"" me"" nak"" pah..fuhh..aderla"" pet"" pon"" pot"" sbb"" sebot"" sekor"" sesat"" sif4h"" ske"" tak"" tembam"" weti"" yg"">tapi..most of them still with the tradition..che pah!!!!

so now that im here in UK..i'm wishing for hearing my real-name to be called-out..
but the surname is the name in the watevawateva registration watevawateva...
pfuf..frens..called me using my own sweet name boleh?
:d
like they all read this..~
[patot r maken lame maken bodoh...sbb dah tade sape nak panggil has1fah-yg bijaksana]
hehuu:(
mood of the moment:blur..saye di wake-up-call-kan pepagi bute untok dimarahi:(
song of the moment:eman-i shut down:(
i wanna be:listening to his heartbeat again..oih..oih..agak pervert

**demmit**

hoohooohuuuuhehuuuuuuuuuu:((
i wasssss soooooo mizerebellllll
i accidentally deleted my lab-project sengah jam yg lalu...
and i cant find it back...
and i wanna cry..
and i wasss crying out loud..
and everybody oso dono how to trace it...i asked for everybody's help in ere..
and it wasnt in the wastebasket..and in the trash..and in the watevawateva det cartman-linux i don understenggggg!~
and i hate LINUXXXX!!!! to the max!
shaitttttttttttzzzzzzz
and now i cant CTRL+u+i to un-italic&un-underlined my posting bekoz this ctrl button wasnt functioning for this beladi-hell linuxxx bodoh keji cerca!~
[sudah di-un-underline menggunekan laptop senirik..tamo dah posting menggunekan komputeris laboratoris]
and now..i wanna go home and drink dettol and be dead~ and in tomorow's paper headline will be: nicole kidman's body found dead-at staghillcourt,uni of surr3y...and that was so me...[grin]
wahahahhahahha aku sudah menjadi giler...
maka harosla puase hari ini menjadi nipis kerna segale cacian makian kejian cercaan...
mood of the moment:u know d happiest in my life..i swear d happiest day in my life..is the day det i die~
song of the moment:goodcharlotte-the day that i die
i wanna be:maya karen...eyh?apekekokokk??

**skali lagi..3 lil teddies..menyelamatkan..kea-daan**

lalala
hnm...wats going on..
sejak bersekolah ni..guek ske nak pakai point-fom..haros skema..

no.1:
kesian sunggoh melihat kejakonan the hongkong girls..
kukuarkan puding roti dari oven lalu mereka heran kerna tak penah melihat eyh?
kuberi rase..auwmm..nak lagiiii..:D
eyp!~..titik jari tuh kanggg...>:P
no.2:
eyp!...sudah teda keneksen curi ituh di bilik..hehuuu:((
haros dtg common room..:((..sunggoh sadis..
cuace maken hari maken sejuk maken angin maken hujan...
hari hari asek nak tido..
hari hari asek malas...
hari hari asek dok dalam semot..
duhhh~!
no.3:
semalam gi carboot-sales kat farnborough..
sewa kete 28pounds sehari...minyak isi senirik..
so..berbekalkan semangat perjuangan harmoni..kami mengharongi ketaktaujalanan ituh..
tenok2 map..tenok2 signbod..sesat barang sepam..lalu sampai ke farnborough agak awal..lalu melepak2 menunggu carboot bukak dan serbu dan membeli blender berharge 4pounds disitu..lalu selepas ituh menjadi penat mengusung blender ituh..
kakpidah yg spooky tingin nak beli antenna..lalu kami ke aldershot..juge gamble jalan..[driver:tyrex..firsttime memandu kete di uk ok..dgn lesen-kete-malaysia yg sudah mati juwaaa]...
teda sesat..sampai aldershot dan saye beli sebotol hot-chocs-cadbury berharge sepound sebotol..yeahhh..murahh..[to mention other things??haros abis beberape kewangan seharian membelibelah..dont mention!~--ckp bebuke diri disewa..lalu disia2kan gamble inih juge..kat ke kete kpd masih patu..gi port portsmouth pose secare sendiri sgtsgtsgt... siang..rugi situ..sejukkkk tepian woking..patu..hari yg




mood of the moment:gadoh lagi ek...
song of the moment: slam-mentari muncul lagi..
i wanna hold your hand~

**nanakkk kad raye:((**

haaa....tadi jjay sms..nanak adress for the kadraya
so i put ere..
shall i??
[akan didilit secepatnyeh]
staghill court,44,H2,
university of surr3y,
guildf0rd, surr3y,
GU2 7JG, UK

alang2 nak pos kad raye tuh kan jjay...pos skali baju raye pon cunh jugakk..
bukann susah...pegi je kedai kak sapura-kerinchi tuh..ade je lagi kot potongan badan eyh..
huhu...now i miss pegi berebot tempah baju kat kak sapura:(
imahhhhh...ko tak miss die ke???:(
imah pelanggan tetap..mesti miss eyhh...
hehaha...
taitai~

mood of the moment:today's bebuke: roti pita ngan kari daging..hehuu:(
song of the moment: finch-letters to you~
i wanna be:erm..pendiam..[mmg pendiam tau!~]

**pasar ramadhan vs pasar bergerak**

sebak rasenyeh..
meleleyh airmatehati guek pebile terpakse minom air rebena dlm kelas untok bebuke puase...hendakkuuuu nangis...tiadaaaa....berairmataaaa...:((sobsobsob..
the worst part is..naknak time berbuke mase tuh la budak tuh gi bukak air coke...pessssssss..~----bunyi baru bukak tin
nak kutelan pulot panggang ituh..takot kang budak greece sebelah aku bantai menangis sbb nak jugak pulot panggang tuh kangg..guek beli cecukop perot yg satu ni jee...
[guek tapau pulot panggang mase lunch-beli kat pasar begerak kakwin ]


tutorial was from 530pm-630pm.. maghrib is at 605pm...
so..rite after the tutorial i ran to the quite-centre...
musliminmuslimat pemurah mane tah..sedekah..
so..ewiday ade makan free berbuke kat quitecentre-after performin the maghric prayer jumaah..
sampai2 didepan quite centre..pfufpfuf..[fenat belari kelaparan]..
semorg dah start makan sbb dah abes semayang seme..
apelagass..serbu nasi goreng ayam arinih..
smalam nasi beriyani yg digoreng bersame butter..ngan kari daging..ngan dal..ngan salad..[buweks>:P]...tak ske tak ske tak ske..seme pon tak ske..tapi..:">..haros terime seadenye..makan free..:D
kenapelah aku tak dilahirkan suke kari:((
hari2 makanan yg beransorkan kari dan kawasan yg sewaktu dgnnye..
haros asek ramai org2 arab n pakistan la kan..
i was the only malay-girl tadi..wat muke tak malu je ngadap makan..watwatla beborak2 brg sepatahduekate ngan minah2 jordan tuh..tapi..tujuan sebenar..malas balik rumah masak woi... bayangkan kalo kene begegas balik untok masak..bukan untok makan..owh alangkah manisnye jike ade pasar ramadhan..
huhuuu i miss pasar ramadhan:((
i miss pasar ramadhan kerinchi..
i miss pasar ramadhan bangsar..
i miss pasar ramadhan ss17..
i miss pasar ramadhan ttdi..[huhu miss junpe artis..]
i miss pasar ramadhan kelanajaya..
i miss pasar ramadhan kualap1lah juweee..:((
i miss buffet-buffet-buffet..makan hingge perot nak pecahhh:(
sanfrancisco-stikhouse ye sue..mushroom klcc ye sue..eastin hotel punye buffet..terbaik~
wagagagaa...mahu makan..mahu makan..
i miss malaysian food..
i miss malaysian-western-food..
i miss malaysian-sushi..
i miss ayampercik..otak-otak..murtabak..air soya..air tebu..eyh?:d
bang berahem...tolon bang berahem...tolonnn..
silekan poskan tolon bangberahemmm...
well thats all the time we have..
tengkiyu for watching..
taaa~

mood of the moment: kenyang terlampau..tak ske tak ske 2 kali tambah gaks:">
song of the moment: ni kat lebri ni..tade earfon..so..tak dgr muzik lalu menjadik sengal
i wanna be:at pasar ramadhan..uii..uiiii???

**y4nce yang curang**

see...i dont and never expect to fall in love with this kinda man..
how cruel..he's dual-band...man?
i so angry!..




okke..1st row: y4nce n j4slan..deymn!~
2nd row: y4nce n sid..pulokkk??deymn again..
3rd row: with j4slan again..pfuf..the 3rd pix of the row is diana trying to help sid..[sid nak kene rogol olih mereka]
4th row: tetibe menjadik hokhogen..the las pix: soya n diana..
[pixx captured from y4nce's camcorder.../me: perakam video terlampau]
mood of the moment:uhm..bulan ramadhan..mesti sentiase baik-mood.
song of the moment:3degrees-when will i c u again~
i wanna be:slim!~

**owh dimanakahhh engkau yang kurinduuu...**

one thing to bare in mind:
keneksen sini tenah mcm cilakeeeeeeeeeee....:((
haros asek takble publish new posting..
huguhuuhuuu:((
semaken nak ke winter semaken cuace burok..semaken keneksen suxx..
mood of the moment: tensen!~
song of the moment: farahashikin-kembali lagi disisimu..:D
i wanna be:fasting at malaysia...sahor made by mom:((

**i don wanna crush yu..but i fil like crushing yu~!**

i eat lunch at 3++pm today..
too lazy to cook..so then i decided to makan burger je laa..
so then..kuar2kan burger..sos..mayonis..n lastly the butter..
eyh??where's my butter??eyh??eyh??mcm letak sini mcm tadeeee jeee??:(
so...geledah geledah those 3 fridges..tak jumpe and i was like..halaa..:(..kuciwa...

so then i told the one with the my-boipren-eat-my-cooking ituh..i lost my butter..:(..
[ngan memek muke yg mmg sedih la kunun..]..:D
tapi...aku goreng jugak burger tuh pakai minyak..
lantaklaa..dah lapasss sangatsss...makanlaaa burger bersalot minyak masak..

n then around 6pm when i getout of the toilet..the one with the everyday-question-is-hi.has1fah.wheres.yor.rumie? dtg kat aku with these weird face..
and then say sori.."has1fahhhh..:(..sori...i was the one who throw away yor butter...soriii...i tot its my previous rumet's butter..so i thro it..sori again.."
and she's with that pathetic face..and then she hug me..ya Allahhh..rilekla woi...
tapi aku pelok jugakla die tanak la nampak mcm kerek..
aku dah set je dlm pale otak nak beli butter lain..
die pegi belikan butter yg baru..astagaaa~!

now..i felt guilty..seriyes i dont bother the missing butter..
iskk..she's sooo honest + kind + fragile + halaa..rase besalah aku...
[blakang..die ganti balik ngan butter yg ade gelatyn eks..ade lemak babi kot..takble makan pon..tapi..amek jela kang kene chop-rude lak kang..]
pfuf..life is sooo weird with all possibilities~dhaa~!

[owh to mention..i'd been nominated in one of the pose at surr3y's malaysian student society's annual meeting tadi..duhh..i rejected before any votes..malas campo..]
tataiii
mood of the moment:the usuals..the no-mood-to-study
song of the moment: 3rd eye blind - deep inside of you
i wanna be::">...nicole kidman laaa ekkk...:Dngeeeweeee~

**warisan wanita terakhir**

i crushed teacher's pet since when hah?? [F3 kot]..
i dunno..but jjay n sue n my housemates at 5-4-9 vista angkasa apt might remember those days when i sang the warisan wanita terakhir & cinta kita by maman everytime wake up..
and they will like: udoh2le tuh chep4h..the rain wont kam don..:Dngeeeeee...

so..my blog for today:
1st:my class
i cant be precise on how many student in my class..
but im pretty sure that im the only girl..the only malay..
and..the cutest..thats definitely the surest laaa kann..:D
the only person that i can remember the name is:rohit..
the others..duhh..its pretty hard to remember all those names right..especially those chinese name..duhhh~
we havent had a single class for only us..
of all the lectures..we combine with other courses especially those mobile-comm students..
so..i really appreciate if one of my coursemate could eventually arrange some sorta meeting between us so i can really know who we are...

2nd:my house
1-me: the only malay n malaysian..
they people always assume i had my own way of happiness as i barely join their party
[birthday wateva it is].
there's this one time i join the house-warming party sort-of..
and they urge me to eat the pizza..pheww..makankan sahajoss...
so.after that..i'll escape with wateva reason thats possibly reasonable..
and they will like..:"owh..she's so happy..with her life.."..
[sebenanye aku kua bukan kemane pon..gi lelepak bilik org lain for escapism]

1 girl from india: she is with her pressure-cooker which will sound like an arriving-train wheneva lunch/dinner time..saiko gile..
i was with this curiosity..: nak kasi pinjam ke tak rice cooker aku??
kang die gi masak kari dlm tuh ek??..takotlah..
there's this time when she ask me if i can speak hindustan..i was like:whutdahek?..
but then i konfes i did watch the kuch kuch hota hai..
and she started singing the song from the movie each time she's cooking...duhhh~~!!!!!lariiiii!!!

1 girl from pakistan:she's pretty??hm..ok la kot..she's with her chicken curry sejjaa..

1 girl from polland: i barely met her at kitchen..accept those days when she's with her bespren..
she will always with her salad n thousand-island n vegevege..
and im with my nasi n lauk ayam..& nahh..yu can compare..allowed!

6 girls from tanah besar china..each one with each attitude..
the one with the loudest voice i've ever heard..esp. when she's speaking english..
the one with the most mumbling english i can't really hear whats the talking about that i'll always:"come again?"..
the one with the blurrest face..
the one with the everyday question:"hi has1fah..where's yor rumet??"
[she's my rumet's bestest fren kat sini kot]..
the one with the my-boipren-eat-my-cooking-at-our-kitchen..tak reti2 aku nak masak jugak??
asek konker dapor bile he's there..
and lastly..the one and only rumet..my rumet la..
she's the one with the chinese-songs everynite while me sleeping..
[sbb ade sehari tuh die pasang lagu i believe-sontrek my sassy girl..
i was like melompat turon n join her watching the vclip..
haros lepas tuh die engat aku suke seme lagu cine!]

owh not to forget: we have a senior-resident to take care of our kebajikan
n to warn us the rules n regulation n most things warden did..
she's christine tan..berasal dari melaka,malaysia..hoyeh..
i finally had a chinese-malaysian fren ere..
she's staying at the other house but will always camedown ere to watch us..
and she's final year computer-engine-self-sponsored..
[alhamdulillah mara nak sponsor aku]..

3rd:the MSD:Malaysian Hall..
we went for the function at MSD..
we were 25people..campo2 postgrad n undergrad..
so then..we had to listen to those duhhh-speech by our minister of domestic trade n consumers affair-dato' shafie apdal..
while our stomach dah start berbalas pantun..
[aha the main purpose for attending such occasion will definitely be the makan-part..
these certain times only we can get nyummy malaysian-food whooo!~]..
and the rendang-daging+ayam-masak-merah+nasi-beriyani was mabeles..
i had 3 ketol ayam wow wow wow..
terlalu kenyang hingge teraksi terlampau menjadik alan smith-sepak gelas berisi air sirap..>:)...
haros ade kenangan kat msd..:">
so..here's us all from uni of surr3y with the minister:
[haros check dlm paper korang2 tuh..ade masok paper nih]

us all...tatau name tatau name tatau name...
bbdak undergrad yg ramai ni..kitorg 5 orang je posgrad..
the man with blazer: datuk shafie


ok..i try: standing left to rite:huda,intan,dila,ja,e-t,me,pidah,lond
dudok dihadapan:liz,tatau,amal,husna..hoyehh..im superduper kuat ingatan!~


while waiting for the menteri2 meeting with our driver-abang ijat..we were frozed outside..
malas nak join diorg beborak..dudok diatas tiang tangge ok??


mase balik..abg ijat yg baik hati benti kat stadium-chelsea chelsea
[sile nyanyi lagu ini dgn nada yg btol]..sejok bangat hingge haros berpelok2an..
[pst..diorg tuh mmg less..err..err..gilesess!!~...:d..tipuuu]

mood of the moment:erm..macam nak beli henfon la..nak beli ke tak?beli?tak?beli?
song of the moment: ledzepp-stairway to heaven[but in my mind i can hear closely maman version of this song..he played his guitar,singing,live..sunggoh aku sukaaa]
i wanna be:its me yu adore...

**i kenot drim..i kenot slip..tonite:((**

mcm biase..womans habit..

I am 36% evil.

I could go either way. I have sinned quite a bit but I still have a bit of room for error. My life is a tug of war between good and evil.

Are you evil? find out at Hilowitz.com

mood of the moment: :(
song of the moment: yellowcard-only one
i wanna be:your only one..8-

**apsal??**

ade tak mcm kalo dpt tau sehsuhahtuh..mcm ade satu bijik batu besa jatoh atas kelape??

mood of the moment: -
song of the moment: -
i wanna be:-

**she will be love** [london 1.0]

1st of all..an announcement:
i've moved all pix from the textamerica.com to my new galleryplace which is at:
http://videlcute.fotopages.com
feel free to jejengok ek..i'll update..:d...
[dah lame bukak fotopages nih tapi mcm tak user frenly compared to textamerica..tapi skang..textamerica plak wat hall...haross kembali kepade fotopages inin..:D]

the 2nd thing is....at last..i had a subject that i like to go to everyweek..
not the lecture la that i finally like..but the subject got lab-work to attend to..thats wat i like..
so..its a 3-hours-lab-session [3hours again??]
its samtin drawing..using ads-CAD..very much different from those autoCAD..samtin like pspice/matlab ek..
tapi..halaa..samtin to do with drawing tak kesah apepe..i wont get bored..
the lab end at 1pm but i want to stay there..apela kebodoh?
i like autocad since the day i was intoduced to it..:D
even during my working-days..i like to go to the draughter's place and help him with the autocad..and my boss will like.."has1fah..yu want to become an engineer or a draughter..kam ere i have work for you..~"..halaa...dengki!~
and the draughter will like..:"che pah..jom a kite tuka keje..ko lukis..aku kua g site.."
which i hate much..malas siot nak gi site..especially time2 nak dudok je sakek perot ke apeke ek..
i admit..mmg bes a dpt jenjalan n ngular all that..but..after that..i'll get tired and i cant really have the sweetest sleep at night..watevaa~

ok..the 3rd thing..
i went to london last saturday..
but the time is so little we didnt circle all around london..
but i finally went to the london bridge is folin don folin don folin don..huyehhh..
seriyesli..takbes ponlondon bridge tuh..yg bes is the tower bridge..
here's some pix..[which were definitely inside the fotopages..tapi nak gak letak >:P]
from left: pidah n me,me at the towerbrdge,me n husna at piccadilly, me n husna at charing cross tren-st, me at london eye, and lastly husna n me at the willy'skeapetahname kedai jual jersy2 murah2 tapi tatau nak beli ape ek?



and the final thing is a bit menyampah n gedik but i want to expres:
awakkk..sayanggg awakkkkk:((

mood of the moment:i was so sad..i didnt mean what i post in my group..awakkk..soriii sgtsgtsgt:((
song of the moment:sheila on 7 - buat aku tersenyum..[apsal??]
i wanna be:superduper intelligent with the strongest memory

**izen it ikonik??**

i wake up after the 5th miskol from yance at 5:36:21am..tekebelkebel..
blindly msg him..[nak samong tido:((]...then..at 7:41:43am i jumped out of bed realising..halamak..tak semayang subuh..:-&
fuhh..dogaann..
i was with my housemates yesterday..having dinner-talk at the kitchen..
[bideway..i had new housemate:pakistan mari..who was also a muslim..like me..]
so then..the hongkongs starting this argument about us all..
they were with this curiousity..with muslim's rules to slaughter the animals
[beef/chix/lamb/wateva]..
so then we describe the important of it..its actually got some medical point in there rite..
then they asked again.
why duyu have to face the animal to some centre-point..
[to which she means kaabah]..
and i was like..halamak..cemano ni pakcik nak toghangkan??
[cemane nak terangkan]
so then i told the certain2 facts i know..its the believe that matters..
[yaAllah..bedidu ceteknye elmu ku..]
and after that i felt..this is what did happened and at certain points..
some sort of cause that brot to the disbilif/murtad/wateva happened to a few muslim students abroad..
and i have to like:be careful ..for what i do bilif in..
and there goes all the advise from mak/ayah everybody..
"adik..semayang jgn tinggal..ok.."
be strong che pah!~ heceh memotivasikan diri senirik.
after all..then the hongkong sighed..at lis..yu guys have samtin to bilif in..
not like us..the free-thinker..we dont have any certain guidance..
we just bilif in money..hahaha then they laugh-out-loud..
yeah..in china..money is the greatest element..
one family were to have only one child..no matter whot..its the policy..
so..the parents were to give the best education to their child..
money is the way to the education there..no money..no education..
ahh..thank god i was born in malaysia..fuh

niwayy..sori..im not a racist watsoeva ok..i just put my tot in ere..
im ok with eni race infact..kankann??:d
dhaa~

mood of the moment:takot..bile ni nak start study ni??satu haram tak paham ni :-&
song of the moment:switchfoot-dare yu to move
i wanna be:nasha aziz..tetibe..:">