**i wanna hold your handddddddd**

warning: this might make yu wanna puke...[atlis a lil']...
but i still want to let it out..
i was crying out loud..at the moment..[syhhhh]

instead of me singing the "im leaving on the jetplane" lindaAF-verse...
im the one that had to say farewell to beloved-boipren...duhh

i had to sent him klia this morning..
its actually i started crying in the heart ever since he announced his flight which was actually on 22nd august at first..
but then he postponed to this morning-27th august 2004..
so yesterday we had our last dinner together at chili's-midvelli..
[bersempena our first met at chilis klcc..
1st time bersua muke+berkenalan+everything-
which was around last 3 years..around end of 2001...
i was accompanying jjay yg nak blinddate ngan joetosan..
and yance temankan joetosan ituh]..

after the dinner then i spent the whole nite with him..
just to make sure we had each other for every mins left ..
for a memory watevaa..
and this morning is the last time i had to see his full-himself...
then have to wait around 1 year until i come back from UK..
and that is so not near...:((
sedeyh sedeyh..:((..huhuhu..

mcm dah tak pedulik dah org sekeliling tadi..
i cried and holding my breath..until i got a phone call from kampung..
nasib baik my sis yg call..
agak hairanlaaa die apsal budak nih menangis tak tentu pasal..
then i told her my location and she understood and she was like...
rilekk..jgn naness..
"huhu kaklong...nih baru berpisah ngan boipren..tataula nanti cenner nak berpisah ngan femili pulak"..
and then she also want to cry..and there goes the crying out loud part in klia..
and now im confused..btolke nak gi UK nihh????am i that strong??duhh..

yaAllah jauhkanlahh aku dr lelaki tak kacak ituh...:(( ----salu je tade keneme..:D

so everyone..im going back kg today..
so..eniting call me at 06-..
[yu guys alredi know la the max1s-ble-masok-msg-je kat kg pasir ambor tuh]

my flight to UK is on 10th of september..[to be confirmed laytahh]..
so everyone..plisplisplis..go complete yor leave-form for that day..
manela tau kot that was the last time yu guys ever see me in this big-fat-ass..
kot balik nanti slim comelcomelan kang dah rindu lak perot guekk..:D

awakkkkk....sayanggggg awakkkkkkk!!!!~~~~~~~~~
[bole tak nak menjerit sinin??agak ramaila yg berbulu ngan guek lepas nih..tapi tak kire..nak gak tulis gitu...sedeyh ok!]

mood of the moment: its so sad..babe don look so sad
song of the moment: i miss you
i wanna be:i dunno

**letter to you**

nahhh gamba versi besaaa....sebab gamba berdue dah teredit jadik kecil-kecilan..


inih tangan kiri pegang henfon-kamera pojan...kiri pegang henfon pinjan ituh..


mood of the moment: sedeyhhhhhhhhhhhhhh[kenape sedeyh??]
song of the moment: finch-letters to you
i wanna be:rokstaaaaaaaaa

**no name face**

tatau nak updet ape...nah amek gamba pojan yg spooky..:D




mood of the moment: -
song of the moment: -
i wanna be:-

**demn yuh mindy**

"i have good news for you..i want to marry you!!!:D...if yu donwan to marry me..i'll marry some fat-ass-guy..i'll take drugs..i'll drink alcohol..i'll gain weight..i'll become fat.."

i donno she's who...but this story is about tony leung and sammy cheng and this-spoken girl
[which i think is mindy kot name die]..
by the time mindy said those..tony leung was like...#-o...duhhh....!~

he was about to break with her...but then she said those...so wat to do?

sammy cheng is the woman tony leung rilly want at the time..
so,then after the-mindy girl said the dialog..
tony leung called sammy cheng and said nothing..
and sammy cheng was like...
"plis said samtin.....i understand....sobsobsob..plis scold me..i want to cry so that i can feel relieve after that..."...
kesiannnn sammy chengg...siannn...
and i guess..that is the feeling when you know he's with someone but you still fell in love with him...
and you dont have the strength and you just go with the flow...
[cerite cine tv3 yg dah byk kali giler tayang...]

so..im here!!~~..
saye dah sampai kl...
my flight was late..suppose to depart at 10.30am..
tapi ade kerosakan teknikal...so..sampai klia near 2pm..
so..after that yance have to bergegas polang ke mmu for his lab and i was dumped here in mmu's-computer-lab...
[lepas nih kene delete history seme..kot tak pakcik lab-asistant kat bakang tuh tau aku bukan student mmu]
fuhh..so..nana..kam collect yor t-sert..sape lagi??kodot?? --mmg nak ke???:p
esok will be my hileriyes day kot...a few things to catch up..

i had 3 things to istikharah...i was about to resign..
dan-dan tuh jugak kampeni bohodoh tuh nak kasi laptop...
demn yuh fol3c!..
patu...time2 serabot nak gi sambung study nih..
si motorola offer keje puler...esok kene gi amek offer-letter..
duhh...and now im confused...nak gi ke tak UK ni?????
owh tuhan...jauhkanlah aku dari lelaki tak kacak ituh...:((------tade kenemene..:D

but i think my first priority is to london bridge is folin don..folin don..folin don...
tapi seme segale makneka documents to MARA seme skali blon antar..sempatkah???
tolong tolong tolong...bang berahem tolong bang berahemmm....tolonggg....

mood of the moment: nantoks
song of the moment: terdengar2 lagu januari boleh???:D-by glenn
i wanna be:stewardess..hikhikk