**saye budak pemalas**

pc gua kong...tatau ape masalah die..majok kot...
tetibe kuar bunyik siren dr motherboard..apekah artinyerrr???
adekah pc ituh mengandong??
atau..cpu ituh sedang patah gigi??:D..
[jgn marah ye wakk..:d]

my boss wasnt around the whole day..going back to singapore..
[her wife thingyy kot]..
so..our work-station was empty..
at the time of 10am..semorg dah cabot ngular...i donno where..i don giv a damn..
left-out me and kaklin...

i was waiting for the sub-con to submit some installation document..
so..i was stuck there..kol 11.30 baru dpt memberamboskan diri..
started with:banking..bayo car-instolmen at bcb-ttdi..
gi fotostet sijil&transcript for uni-application..
agak lame sbb mamat bangla ttdi ituh sangat lembabnyer terkial2 dan tak paham english!~ dohhh...~
then..gi tapau nasi ayam ayamas nyumnyumm..balik rumah makan..
tenok pc masih berhibernasi..lalu melencong ke cc ss2----RM2 sejam...
[skang dah nak kat 4jam dlm ni]..syoksyok isi postgrad-form dlm ni..
laslas taleh sent..demmit!!
penat je tulis pepjg..huhuuu:((...
nak nanesss sgt..wasenye..
takde maknenyeh je uk ituh..mcm tak dpt je..:((...
sedey sedey..lalu menulih blog inih..plis plis..doakan guek dpt uni..huhu..:((

mood of the moment:yu knew samtin but yu have to kip yor mouth shut for the sake of..err..tatau untok ape..tapi..owh..nak jage hati die..
song of the moment:elda-aku tak biase<--cc data-blogger-escaped-asek="" data-blogger-escaped-br="" data-blogger-escaped-kot="" data-blogger-escaped-lagu="" data-blogger-escaped-ni..jiwass="" data-blogger-escaped-ni="" data-blogger-escaped-psg="">i wanna be:jujor..berkate benar..:d

**tetibe menjadi tak ske roti pisang**

ok..there's this song..takdela bes mane pon..
tapi..the guy yu like the most suke sgttt lagu tuh..
then..yu fil like suke la puler lagu ni..
only to find out eventually that another gurl who oso like the guy yu like tuh..
suke bangatttt lagu ni...at the same time..
yu hate this gurl la of kos..then..wat will yu du??
i min..wat will yu fil??feel like wanna ban the song from aired to hitz.fm??
feel like wanna change the station ewitime its aired??
feel like wanna kill the singer??
[ayat agak tak paham pliss]...

im obsessed so what??

nampakkah anda apekah menatang nyer inih??
aksi boncit terlampau
[deleted due to some minor effects...duhhh...phewwww]


inih name die bantal busok..skali ciom pasti mati..sesketi amek gamba owang tido x-(


bbdak imah,sue,nana,bumah pegi saturday nite fever tanpe pedulikan saye..:-"..
patu bebuat salah send gamba kat saye..:-"..nihla gambanyeh..


mood of the moment:i don wanna crush yu..but i fil like crushing yu..
song of the moment:3rd eye blind-deep inside of yu
i wanna be:kuros tak boncit

**auz de chocolat**

for the first time..mengamok kat ofis smalam..
tak pepsl semorg kene marah..
tak pepenah mengamok..salu tuh asek kene buliiiii je..
smalam..semorg terdiam..ngan kaklin-kaklin skali kene maki..

duhh...semenye garegare foodle demn...
garegare bengang ngan foodle..ditambah ngan musim mengawan guek...kot...:D
demn yuh foodle...giler kaypowh mamat ni..
he wrote some sarcastic thingy about me n boipwen in our circles----untok bbdak letrik unimalaya batch 1999/2000...i was like..wut the heck la mamat kepoci ni..

yaayaa i admit..things were my fault jugak..yanz fault jugak..
(he tried to ajak my coursemate ni betumbok gara2 jeles sbb he send me sms berbaur karat)
but heylow..i tot things were settled the moment they shake hands..
i tot at that time things cleared enuff..
mamat kaypoh ni..die dahlaaa takde mase kejadian kat rumah jalan gasing ituh..
die dahla dok kuantan sanun..
die balik kl sekejap je nak jadik kepoci apehalll???
perlu ke nak perli2 dlm circles..perluke nak kasito satu batch?
perluke nak kasito satu mesia ke?dohh..
memang tak puas ati gilerrrr la ngan die..

dahlaa kitorg [as in:me eja oa ramai lagi] memang dah lame tak ske die..
before this die dok ngutuk o'a..
[about samtin like this jugek laaa]..
apehal lu mamattt...keypowh gileeeee...pegila mampossss....
kalo ade depan mate dah lame dah gua lesing..iskk..ada brani??:D...
tak tenteram jiwerage kebelakangan ni..
mmg jgn harapla nak gi apepe gathering ituh..
even if i break-up with my bf pon i wont accept their unprofessionality..
name je sesekor dah jadi engineer...demn yuh foodle..demn yuh black!

[the title:sejenis bun kat sun moulin-Lot 10...sgt sedap..try skali pasti nak lagi..eja aa yg intro kat guek..dem yuh eja..:D..nyummy..layanla musim mengawan inih..gumukla anda..
nampak taiwanese group named:energy ke hape tah as i strolled along the starhill-jw marriot tadi..deymn the bodyguard is hemsem dohh..takde maknenyeh..]

mood of the moment:musim mengawan..wase asek nak makan jeeeeeeee....org pon wase nak makan..
song of the moment:malas bukak winamp
i wanna be:pontianak supaye ble gigit foodle n black..

**weezer owh weezer**

i was helping my colleage to do the site-audit with the max1s guys at menara MAA near the istana negara ituh..
while waiting for the max1s guys..jalan2 tinjau2 those cars parked there at the lobby..
its a BMW7.45..looking to the road-tax at the mirror..
guess how much does it cost?..
RM24,913..deymn!~
i was like.my my...one year road-tax is a kancil price..foohhh!!!
i wonder how much is the insurans..
mbe the owner is the ceo of MAA..
who knows..
so..the insurans is definitely a no-big-deal..
but again..24k a year..
matila..kire mcm kalo ade org nak kasi the car free-free to me and if kenot jual and have to pakai and pay all other stuff..
agak2 ble ke kumpol atlis 2k a month for the road-tax itself??
its a definitely yes if i was a norrita wakaka..
do some stuff at crystal-pub from 10pm to morning..
the next day werking as usual..deymn!~..
im gonna die det way..
or perhaps i should keep myself busy with those luxor-omegatrend-ecosways stuff kot..
wahahahha..
takde maknenyeh untok org2 males asek nak tenok wayang jeee mcm guek inin..

owh tuhan..jauhkanlah aku dr lelaki tak kacak ituh..
duhh..i hate this guy frm max1s..
memang kalo dah menyampah tuh..memang tak ble nak wat ape kann..
annoying giler..
he don knoe how to stop talking kot..
dahlaa he called me 'kak nye'..
tak weti2 nak panggil name ke??dah la tak skeeee...eee..
'kaknye..dulu study mane?amek kos ape?'..
'kaknye..kg mane?adik badik ade bape?'..
'kaknye..bile nak kawen?'..
'kaknye..ade boipren?boipren org mane?boipren keje ape?'..
'kaknye..tinggal mane?serumah berape?tinggal ngan sape?'..
'kaknye..gi keje naik ape?mlm minggu salu watpe?ske men bolingke?'..

tak paham kenape die tak pasan-pasan i was always ignoring his question..
tak pnah pandang muke die bile jwb soklan..
tundok mengadap nasi goreng ayam tuh sampai terpakse catat sejarah nasi goreng ayam ituh habis separoh je,hampir
nak temontah..
las skali..die agak terdiam bile i answered:mlm minggu saye gi beromen!~..
hamek ko..[exaggerated!~ deymn!~]..

tak padan ngan dah kawen..gelenyaa kemainn..
patu kejenye asek nak membebel..
[sebenanye..kalo kite ske org tu..die bebella banyak mane pon kite ttp ske gak kan..
tapi..bile dah tak ske..die ckp sepatah pon dah wase nak membunoh..duhh]..

sue me!hhiyiihih..young and obsessed..

mood of the moment:err..agak takot plis..
song of the moment:basketcase-greenday
i wanna be:rokstaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

**tengkiyu..yu made my mind up for me**

i read my fwen's blog..talking bout this:"how does it feel to fall in love"
so i talk..hmm..well well...the cruellest thing a guy can do is to let a girl fall in luv with him but he don intend to catch her fall..---sumtin like it..duhh..

my first crush was when im in standard 2:
boris bc fernandez-----he's the senior in the school..
[halaa..lupe nak bwk balik his picture..i got his pic..tapi dlm magazine sekolah laa..]...
seriyes hemsem..
[at det time laa..i was like..fuhh..kalola dpt main rounders ngan mamat niii..wakakakka]..
ala..bebudak..ske laa..tenok hemsem skek dah wase jatoh centa..
tah hapehape tah..he donnoe me..so what??..
he's serani samtin like tht..
and the glemeres..
bebudak T.B.S surely knew him punyer..
yet the las news about him was he's engaged with this singapore airlines's stewardess..damn!~

sue ckp..when yu fall in luv..yu fil like butterflies in the stomach..
yeke sue?..
theres lotsa expression kot..
ade org ckp..wase cen tiap2 kali bedepan..yor werds wont fil rite..yor knees stumbled..yu kenot slip..yu kenot eat..mandi tak basah seme tuh..wo..wats the truelest feeling??
for me..erm..i think its when i fil like crying when he's not picking up my phonecall..
not replying my messages..
or..when he's hanging up when the line is there..
[eh mcm kenal ayat ni]..
atlis for the first 3 months..hentahla..
i don rilly have the exact feeling la kot..mcm susah nak describe..

sape dah tenok troy??
tataula tang mane nak connect kan my blog's question ngan the troy nih..
tapi nak gak mention..ske sgt mase achilles(bradpit) gado ngan hector(eric bana) ituh..fufuu..dedue pon macho wow wow..hiyihihihii..
i found samtin medical about this achilles:
[bloghopping aida's blog]----tak kenalponn...:d
The Achilles tendon is the strongest tendon in the body,
and it is located in one of the most overused and under-appreciated body parts-the foot.
Because the foot is subjected to great amounts of stress everyday
 (while running the pressure on each foot can be four times normal body weight)
it is prone to injuries..
Achilles' mother tried making the son immortal by dipping him into the River Styx,
while holding him by his ankle.
His ankle is therefore the only portion of him capable of sustaining wound.
dhaa~

mood of the moment:tade mood
song of the moment:switchfoot-meant for live
i wanna be:err..jennifer aniston lagi boleh?

**sumbody said they saw yu..the person yu were kissin wasnt me**

and i wud never ask yu..i just kept it to myself..
i don wanna knoe..if yu playin me..kip it on d low..
coz ma heart cant take enimo..n if yur creepin..plis don let it show..
oh baby..i don wanna knoe..
oh baby..i think about it when i hold you..
when looking in yor eyes..i cant believe..
i don nid to knoe the truth..baby kip it to yorself..
[sum lyrics from the song:i don wanna knoe]

sunggoh males nak updet..terpaksele copy-paste samtin from sue's blog..yappadaaa~

Dari Senaling ke Petaling Jaya-Sunday, May 16, 2004~From the thots of asitoque hebbat @ 11:52 PM~
Sabtu lepas.. Cikp4h ajak aku balik kg. Kebetulan aku tak keje sbb aku keje hari ahad. So, aku ngan Imah setuju jek la nak ikot Cikp4h. Dari emel dia aritu mcm best jek balik Pasir Ambor tu.. maka balik la kitorang betiga ke P1lah. Sampai P1lah.. memula tgk Telawi. Gi stesen bas beli cendol. Beli grg pisang. Tgk kedai buku glemer kat P1lah. Tgk taik lembu dan seangkatannye (bapak la byk gile taik lembu.. taik kambeng juge..) Sampai umah Cikp4h.. best ooo.. bau yg tapenah di hidu dan tadapat dihidu di KL. Mmg bau kampung yg nyaman belom tecemar. Pelik la jugak kalau aku ckp aku suke bau ni. Tp mmg aku suke pn.. mcm bau segar. Bau taik lembuu.. hehhehe.. sesampai jek teros CikNab soh mkn nasik dulu. Makan ikan masak lemak cili api. Pegaga msk cili api. Sayur bening daun meranti ngan sambal kentang masak cili api. Pedas mak oi!!! Sume cili api. Nasib baik masak bening tu tak boh cili api. Kot tak tu aku berasap le.
[syukurlaa mak aku nak masak..salu tu..aku balik..mak aku kua gi miting ke gi berpoyapoyaake..harosla bapak aku tapau utk aku..]

Lepas mkn.. borak borak borak borak borak ngan CikNab. Pasal perot boncit Cikp4h (akakkakka... :p) pasal LongCoat (aku benci ckp pasal ni...) pasal Selaru.. pasal kurus (CikNab kate aku dah kurus compared to masa belaja kat UM.. byk mkn time tu sbb belaja kan.. tepakse la carik ayat kaver.. semenanye mmg kuat mkn bebile pn.. kesan pengaruh rakan sebaya si Imah ngan Cikp4h.. kuakuakuaaa.. :p) Lepas tu gi jengok2 sekitar umah. Besar gile tanah. Lapang luas. Bleh wat 5 padang bolasepak (exaggerate) Ade segale mcm jenis tanaman. Sume ade.. bau rumput segar.. best la.. tapnah rase dok kg. Kg nenek aku pn kat Kuala Terengganu kat roundabout penyu tu. Bandar jugak. Tp aku rase aku tak reti dok kg la.. boring tatau nak wat ape. Mesti aku jd kuat tido.
[huhuu..long-coat with those boots..wohohoe..lifetime target..
haa..penifoolaa tuh 5 pdg bola..satu pon agak sukar..]

Memandangkan kitorang nak dok kejap jek.. maka balikla dgn membawa bekal udang msk lemak cili api. (udang tu Yanz yg bg.. jauhnye nak kene masak.. sampai pos ke P1lah) Pastu.. CikNab kirim anak pokok keladi gajah kat mak aku. Kate dah kenal.. kene la kirim2.. (nanti mak aku nak kene kirim pau kat mak ko la aku rase..:)). Pastu lg.. gi isi minyak kat Stesen Petronas Senaling sambil mkn aiskrim. Jenjalan tgk Desa Permai Selaru (byk India la kat situ..) rumah yg di carik tak jumpe sbb tak ingat no umah. Tp bak kate Cikp4h "tak dpt tgk orgnye.. tgk bumbung pn jadi la.." hehhe.. tp mcm seram jek. Sbb sampai situ time maghrib. Then balik.. lepas tu jek aku dah takleh nak jd narrator. Sile bepindah ke blog Cikp4h utk citer selanjutnye. Sbb dari Senaling ke PJ.. aku terus tido.. ehhehe.. aaa.. tp b4 aku tetido.. ade byk tapak MEGALITIK kat tepi2 jalan kat p1lah tu.. ape ek tu? mcm tapak sejarah jek
[hampeh sue nih..tak ingat no.rumah..ingat kete je..jenoh giler nak mencarik proton putih..
gile banyak proton putih kat desa permai tuh..lenkali salin address olleh tuh sesiap dlm purse..idoklaa tercangak2 menengok bombong rumah owang..muengeeeeee:D]
[sue:guek wase..tapak megalitik tuh cen kubor-kuboran jee..tah laa..ku lemah sejarah..]

aku nak kene sambungkan ke??
well..way back to pj is totally bored..
imah ngan sue-both snoring..
giler..kowang bleee jeee tido dgn aku menyanyi2 mcm katak dlm hujan ituh..
sajeje nyanyi kuat2 nak soh ade org layan..malangnyer..diorg mmg tido mati!~
then..sampai2 kelanajaya-ss2..mandi+makan..terus kuaa semule..jumpe yanz at ss15..
kasi balik pc die yg maha berat ituh..dan tido hingge mati..

mood of the moment:gewd
song of the moment:i don wanna know!!!!-enya&pdaddy&mario-
i wanna be:jennifer aniston..yippiiraa

**london bridge is folin don duhhh*

my my...got my MARA results today..
ya Allah...syukurrr alhamdulillahh..syukur sesgtttt...but now i feel like...stuck..
tatau nak wat ape..i havent apply any university..i havent take the IELTS..
i did notin..sbb mmg tak beharap lansong..
omigod..manyak nyeh mende nak kene catch-up...doe...
risau pon ader..am i this serious??called my mom tadi..then..ngadu..
me:cane ni mak..orang tak apply2 uni pon..huhuu..:((
mom:aa tuhla..arituh mak pesan...wat donoe je..
takpetakpe..sempat lagi kot..
agak2 tak sempat terpaksele mintak pospon next year??
boley??boley keeeeeeee????huaaaaa:((
duhhhh....where should i start???

smalam yanz bwk udang from sabah..punyerla byk..sampai tak muat fridge..
harosla tompang fridge ofiskan...seriyesshett!!i brot one tupperware to ofis..wahahaha..
almaklomlaa..fridge kat umah ni sejenis yg cumil..seperti org2 yg menggunekan nyer juwaa..
sebbaik la udang tu tak bebesa mcm dulu..kalo tak..harosla mai mom pengsan kali kedue..
niway..thanx yanz..:*emmuahhhh:*

mood of the moment:gabra tatau nak wat ape ni..tatauuu
song of the moment:london bridge is folin don..folin don..folin don..wahaha..yeyeje..skali tak jadi gi pon..wakakaka
i wanna be:organized:tak kelamzi n kelamkabot seadenye..fuhhh

**playstation**

sape ske balik kg sile angkat tangan!
i donno wat brot me home..kekdg tak paham apsal homsik..
tetibe je tewase nak balik...balik je tayah ckp nan sapesape..tuptup tercongok depan rumah..
ade ape dgn rumah di kg??
mbe the smell of ma house..or the smell of mai own bed..
or perhaps the pleasure to men gem with mai brother..
ontahlaa...tataula eden..waakkakakakka:D
mbe sbb smalam mother's day kot...
speaking of mother's day..here's among pix taken during the visiting of elly-the latest mom last friday..
[psstt..mase neh bebi neh baru berumo 1 hari..imelda sofea..awak..ni gamba awak umo sehari]


inih mama nyeh..elly..


inih mase nak balik..gorila mane tah wat aksi amaran keras..ngeriiii dowh...:-&


mood of the moment:fenat belari2 kene keja olih anjingan kat luar tadi..
song of the moment:mamaa..mamaa yu knoe i luv yu..yu kno i luv yu..mama..mamaa yor the queen of ma heartttt~...samong senirik..
i wanna be:err..err..tingin nak ade anak cumil..err..err..tapi tanak kawen bley?

**knickerbox**

elly-ex-housemate at vista angkasa 549..slamat deliver baby-girl tadi..its 6th may 2004..

mood of the moment:hepi for our elly
song of the moment:papa bear-cherish ----eja aa gi ingat2kan psl papabear nehh..hnnsssff..x-(
i wanna be:roksta roksta rokstaaaa...[kat hitz.tv ke ape tah tuh tenah lagu supestaa-jemiliah..ade kenemene tak??]

**thru the wire**

du yu bilif in 'love at first sight' ?
[err..i do believe kot..:d]but of course wont heppen to me..
wasenyeh..it normally happened to those yg lawa2 je la kot...
ye tak??
yelaa..kot huduh takkan ade org skali pandang terus syokkk...
nak la kene pandang bekalikali...ye takk??
or atlis after a few meetings..

well niwayy...ere's a story..
this gurl..named her 'ain' for this case..
and this boy..err..hmm..named:adi..[blasahh]..
adi is an engineering student while ain did business at the same uni..
first met..adi dah melt gilaaa...ye la..ain is gorgeuos..yet putih..kuros..besopan..lemahlembut..
skali pdg pon mak mertua mesti bekenan punyeeelaaa...
adi..such a nozy-boi..bwk moto besa..kaki pukol...wat bising kol 1-2pagi..muke ok-laa..putihh..tinggi..anak owang kaye..tere puler..
aktiviti mengorat bermule dgn panggilan2 tipon ke bilik..
[this uni got tel-line in each room-sape penah dok uni tuh die tau laa]
tataulaa ain layan ke ak at first..tapi they end up coupling..
sampai laa sesame keje sekampeni..
[pon applied to the uni nyer kampeni..nahh..yu can guess by now]

until at last the adi decided to quit the job and serve government..
regular procedure of stepping-up these kind of job..
adi was sent for a course..not-nearby..
during the time la..ain got a phone-call from adi's dad..
a very stret-forwerd yet depressing mode..mentioning about his oppose to their relationship
and his plan to jodohkan this eldest son to a sedare-jauh..
kununkunun to keep the good name of the family while ain is an outsider..
nak dekatkan sedare yg jauh..apeapejelaaaa..

duhhh..wat the heck laa this kind of person still exist at this non-bollywood nor ibu-mertuaku world laa woii..
niwayy..this daddy is a name la jugak..[so whatt??]
adi came back from the course not knowing the short and precise warning from his dad..
he interestedly seeing ain..siap syorok subiniye at his back mase tuh..
while ain yg dah bengkak2 mate neh in her sunglasses mmg kumpol semangat yg dah luntor..
fuhh..tak tunggu lame..ain terus bursting all out..
why in world he kept promising her in future-marriage thingy while die dah lame tahu about his parents opposal..
7 years..such a long relationship doe..
adi..of course..muke besalah..pujuk2..
and watlaa those words can do without eni sufficient action la kan..
and believe me!!this guy was sooooo buduss..
he did nothing to it..mmg la he did crying-out-loud jugak..
tapi..die bukan nak bekeras ke hape ke..ikottt je telunjuk bapak nyeh..
atlis..if i was him..instead of tak dpt kawen ngan pilihan hati yg dah 7 tahun didambakan cinta ituh..i will like..ugut..kalo tak kawen ngan ain..saye tanak kawen sampai bile2...haa..amek kauk!!!
tapi this man is not that tuff..

menjelang sebulan selepas peristiwa bedarah hidung ituh..
tuptup..adi tunang ngan the family-choice ituh..
the next thing i knew..diorg dah selamat diijabkabulkan dgn sekali lafaz!..
i wonder how the wedding-picture look-like..
nak sgt tahu muke adi cene..masam ke..gumbire ke..berseri ke..
yelaa..a donia-like-marriage..dowhh..

fuhh..tataula if i were at ain's place..especially at times like..hari perkahwinan mereka..
or..hari2 bulan madu mereka..
[hari selepas diorg slamat nikah ain ckp:mlm tadi ain tingat kat dia..
tapi kan dia tenah tido ngan org lain..:((]
kesiannnnnnnyerrrrrrrr.........

i knew this gurl..i oso knew this guy..i really cannot imagine how adi'll survive..
but i will surely knew how bad it feel to be ain..really bad..
tho lepas breaking-up..mmg la ramai jejakejejaki masok daun..yela..ain was mabeles..cunh woo..[aku pompan pon kate cun..inikan pule lelaki]..
tapi apekan daye..the first cut is the deepest..
i wud have given yu ol o ma heart..
but theres samwan whose torn it apart..lalala nyanyi2 sheryl crow..
mmg susah laa nak lupekan..mmg blom ade la yg dpt nak masok daun takat ni..susahh..
susahhh sgt sgt sgt..duhh..
cube letak diri kite dlm diri diorg..fuhhh..
harap2 i wont have parents like these..i guess i dont have eni..
rilekk je..cen tak kesahh jee..yeke??

me:makk??ok ak kalo orang kawen ngan matsaleh??takpon org jupun kerr..
mak:sketi kakngah la..asal kakngah bahagie..
hoyehhhhh..:D

las month gi kawen ex-skulmet kat bangsar..
pon kawen atas pilihan kuarge..tapi..padanla muke ex-bopen die pon..
ex-bopen die men kayu tige..berchenta ngan her own bespwen..duhh..

las wik another ex-skulmet kawen kat dewan au5,keramat..
pon..bercinte ngan org lain..kawen ngan org lain..[tapi die dpt aero-engineer doe!]

kesempolannyeh..tayah aaa pepenat berchenta lelame..tak kemanenyehh..
kalo nak..cinte kejap patu terus kawen..senang citer..:D
[...from a tot of a loose-mind]

tingat kate2 tini-ujang ituh..
'kadangkala..ape yg kite paling nakk..itulah yg kite takkan dapat..'
its true...damn!
dhaa~

mood of the moment:tewase nak men squash..ble??
song of the moment:kanyewest-thru the wire
i wanna be:the rokstaa...again.