**brotherly love**

actor/actress:
he is an engineer who's doing part-time bisnes kecil2an..
she is a phd student cum researcher at uni of surr3y.. who loves cooking.. so we always like adore her for all her very-genius-way of baking or eniting towards deserts..
they had a son.. very cute i promis..
and they had a helper cum maid all way from malaysia..

synopsis:
we [me n my fren] kinda baik-baik-gitu with them all..
and there's a weekend that we spend the entire weekend with them..
goes this conversation between she-the-phd and she-the-helper

"tadi dalam kete ded cakap kalo bisnes die nih bertambah maju and kaye sikit.. dia nak benti jadik engineer..
die nak 100% concentration in this bisnes... supaye menjadik kaye dan kaye lagi"
"patu.. saye cakap.. haah yer.. patu nanti makin kaye makin lupe diri.. mulela lupe kat saye.. lupe kat anak.. patu tinggalkan saye.. saye nih rumah takde.. tanah takde.. harta takde"
and he replied:" ayang nih..kesitu pulak"
patu.. she kind of mintak kitorg bersetuju of what she thinks.. and i smiled.. [dalam hati: haah! setuju sgt!!]
abis cerite ituh disitu.. jgn masok campor rumahtangge org eyp!

sape cakap org pompan meterialistik? yup we-girls keep imagining of a very wealth family-life.. but not to the extreme.. cukoplah sekadar bolela goyang2 kaki sikit2..
[tapi.. bes jugak kalo tayah keje, lepak rumah buat yoga, gi segale makneka kelas berunsorkan marie-france bodyline wateva wateva.. takdela beharap sgt]
'tayahlaa sampai nak ade org kasi guek skyline kan!'
as long as the husband-part utk sara hidop seisi kuarge tercapai.. kire bersyukur pertama dah..
bersyukur kedua kalo die kaye secare berusahasame.. best juge yeh..
yg paling penting.. bahagia.. bukankah begitu wahai lelaki?
[tapi.. kalo bakal laki tuh belom abis study.. apekes ek?]

tapi salu jadik.. memule same2 biase.. lame2 menjadi kaye.. walaupon tak seme terjadik kaye diatas pertolongan isteri.. tapi.. most of the cases, the wife is the back-bone of the success [in a very silently way].. tapi lepas dah berada di'atas'.. dia mule lupe diri, lupe isteri yg tiap hari kasi semangat tak kesah secare lisan/doa [evrytime after solat].. and terjadi lah mende2 yg tak bes.. terjumpe fonfan muda yg bergetah ye?.. digoda wanita materialistik yer?.. dibomohi wanita gile yer?[nih bbtol terjadik kat kawan]..

paling bes ade lelaki carik duit bagai nak rak.. hadiah yg sgt ringgit kasorrga kat bini.. in the end.. bini 'main' ngan gardener [read: gabrielle dlm 'desperate housewife'].. tuhla.. carlos ituh ingat mcm very-expensive-gifts can buy woman's love.. and that is soo not worth..
[i adore teri hatcher-the susan dlm des.housewife plis]

tapi.. kes bini main lain bile laki bizi-mengkayakan-diri is very tiny-little-case and so happened of not enuff love... compared to.. kes laki-mule-lupe-diri bile dah mengkayakan diri..
adekah org mmg mudah lupa diri.. mudah bongkak.. mudah mengeji.. bila dah ade kat 'atas'?

kesimpulan: tanak dudok atas.. [ngahaha gelak saiton.. sile tayah pervert]

the desperate-snow-condition in surr3y at the moment.. penat tiap hari snow penat sgt..



mood of the moment:sejot tahat gabat
song of the moment:candy lu - hao xin fen shou
i wanna be:org baik selalu baik takkan tak baik

**you had me at HELLO**

ahlaa like yu guys read when i updated my blog:P... tapi.. i update instead..
[my mind will always go like: 'mcm ade org nak bace pon..' tapi.. this is for my own-future-ref eniway.. bole bace semase hari tua.. akan-akan-datang nanti bole bace sukesuke like i always did.. i read my previous post myself eheheks gatal.. :D]

1.snowthe climax of the winter: first snow in surr3y was on 13th of february 2005.. duh i was on way to 'little-chef-restaurant'.. and it was quick.. tak sempat nak buat apepe.. sejuuuuukkk to the max.. but then.. hehooo the mission is completed.. nak sgt tgk snow secare live and 'been there done that'.. [only that i dont have the thrill of making eni snow-man huhuu]

2. r.o.s.e onlinefinally.. my addiction to this game is kinda ok-ok.. tak seterok the first few days.. mcm sampai tamo mamam ek.. erkkhh..

3. party
we had this party/potluck at battersea-court.. and laily&me has to do the desert-part.. so we went to kaklin's house to make these chocs-cake and cheese-cake.. [she got the super-duper-mixer.. not like some of my fren's mixer yg kene pegang nan tangan tuh duhh penattt].. yayy.. sunggoh sonok membuat kek.. licin hingge menjilat pinggan... nyiiihooooo.. [the look can be decieving..] tapi.. ahh.. mmg sodap kankankan?

[pix: we had nasi beriyani n ayam masak merah sedaps n stuffs]


[pixx: cheesecake nih nampak mcm tak sedap nih tapi subhanallah sgt sodappp.. puji diri sendiri.. tapi mmg sodap cume malas nak buat base die jeee :-s.. half the cake dan kasi org](dan bole nampak ak ade tulis H & L kat atas tuh for our initials ahahaha :has1fah&l4ily)


[pixx: nih plak the chocs cake.. nampak mcm sodap.. dan memang sodap pon kan leli kankankan:D.. pon atfirst ade initial H&L.. tapi dah dipotong olih spear.. spear? pisaubelati tuhuhu]

4. presentationi have a presentation to the school's board and industrial-visitors on wednesday-the-16th... and im the 1st person to present.. yaAllahhh festaim jadik 1st person.. huhuuu sgt menggelabah

5. shehad met face-to-face with her with an hour of yadades-chats.. but, she cant recognise my picture.. and she said: "wow! awek baru".. :-s.. isnt it transparent enuff??
[who is she? rahsia]

**pssttt.. did i ever mention how i wish that i'd lost my mind someday.. so i cant remember eniting about me.. only things i really love that i can remember.. suchs: my family.. my fav songs.. my favs foods.. my fav frens.. my fav guy in life.. duhh.. out of reach~


mood of the moment:hnm.. i missed samtin.. and i donno why.. i missed somebody and i donno why.. i was scared
song of the moment: coldplay- in my place
i wanna be: an invisibel-girl...

**its snowing man!~**

the most pathetic valentines ever

"Valentine" - the get up kids

it's words you forget to anniversary songs
the bottles bite back
your tolerance wrong
your good intentions count for little anymore
if you're sorry why wage war?
i'm not fully convinced that there's something wrong with this
could another point of view, biased and untrue, tear me away from you?
will you be my valentine if i'm a world away?
apologies are breaking me
the constants aren't so constant anymore
for two days i wait for calls to come through
tonight for me translates to yesterday to you
you bend and you wave when you're barely away
i wish i could say tonight that when you bend
and wave goodbye you'd take me with you

[nampak sgt guek bz.. hohoooo.. updet is kaming up sooner.. cheers]

mood of the moment: tired
song of the moment: the get up kids - valentines
i wanna be: a supermodel

**I can't take my mind off of you**

penahtak dok sensorg boleje tegelak sensorg bile tingat samting??
i dunno why... listening to ruffedge/VE-khayalan made me smile..mesti akan tingat kat imah.. kat rumah-KJ..
the story: i tried hard to memorise of how this song:khayalan's like..
and i asked eja: "eja, cane dah starting lagu khayalan?"..
and imah yg jawab [imah mmg jarang tau nak tolong bab2 lagu/musik2 nih.. kire sesuatu sgt].. and there goes imah with her "percubaan 1,2,3 dan 4.." [starting lagu khayalan]
wohoho!!! eja & me laugh out loud LOLOLOLOLOLOLLLLL =))...
[nak nanesss:D][*imah penah ternyanyi lagu siti kot dlm kete dan kitorg gelakkan dan imah ckp die tanak dah nyanyi sbb die tau nanti kene gelak sbb imah mmg susah nak nyanyi!! manelaa kitorg tak gelak][kesian imah.. sori imah ;) *wink*]

and so goes to entire list in winamp.. ewi lil'tinywiny song pon mesti akan tingat kat sesape jelaaa..

listening to 'ella-aku,kau,dia' guek tingatkan ejahat.. [maafkanlahhhh... maafkanlahhh diriku.. walau kau maseh dihatiku.. owh pergilah.. tinggalkan dirikuuuu... sayanggggg~!!!!] wohuuuu.. ade satu mlm yg dingin kitorg tido depan tv kat living room kat bwh dan caner tah ternyanyi lagu ella plak mlm tuh.. haros malam ituh jugak kitorg berpenat lelah gi korek seme lagu ella especially ella-USA.. best!

[dan di gulup gelita lampu dah off dah mase tuh.. kubukak kitab 'BUKU-LAGU' ituh.. who really knows me must really know the existance of this ever-lasting 'buku-lagu' yg guek dah start since Form1.. tolongkanlah haros seme lirik lagu zaman (KRU, iswear,looking from the windo above its like a story oflove- onlyyou,4u2c,girlnextdoor,lagu ziana zain pon adaaaa!) kan kelaka tuh bile tenok balik.. dan tebalnye mcm ngalahkan heri-potet dan bersize f4 dan skang dah beranak pinak dah ade 3-4bijik dan dah stop semase keje dulu..huhhh]

'j mizan-hari ini dan semalam' --takbole tidak.. aku mmg akan tingat kat ko sue! 1st heard, i was like: sengalnye budak nih.. dgr lagu gini.. lelame dgr mcm.. catchy:D 'hari ini kau datang riang.. tersenyum buatku senang.. lalelalala...' [woups.. tingat kat sape kalo ko dgr lagu nih sue? ;) ampon yeh]

scar tissue that i wish yu saw.. sarcastic mister know it all.. 'scartissue-rhcp' akan tingatkan oa yg spooki.. it was an early frensep with her during our first year @ 2ndcollegeUM dan huih budak nih besunggoh2 apal lirik..
[:-s i do keep all lyrics (suke/taksuke bakang citer) but i dunot memorize (sbb mmg fail bab mengapal.. suke bantai nyanyi ikot suke paleotak]
[*dan suri-rumet-imah-katlondon cakap: "chep4h hafal seme lirik lagu ke?" bile guek nyanyi ikot suke rentak sendiri hampir seme lagu dlm playlist-winamp imah.. pdhal.. suri tatau kot lirik2 ituh salah belake :)>- peace suri:D]

'alhamdulillah-toophat' akan tingatkan aksi getis leli alala rapper abes ah :P [biken malu sejja.. ni ker rupebentok budak msc? :D].. ngahaha.. and i tried to ikot jugak part jofizo&maleq.. and.. gagal.. penat ah tak cukop napas.. :D 'Tabah bila di halangan duri onak dan cobaan, teguh bila dicobakan keruh kuasa dan perempuan ogh' [ogh tuh bunyi mcm alala nak teberak]

'divine-lately' to peachy.. ngehee.. [chy.. ko penah tau kasi aku lirik lg nih.. ko jen wat2 lupe:p.. *yup..peachy jiwang :D]

aku mencintaimu lebih dr yg kau tahu wuuu-uu-uuuuu.. ngahaha spooky!
'dewa-pupos' mesti tingatkan spain-tour sbb lagu nih dah jadik mcm theme song the journey.. [which were sang by me,leli,owwe secare kaw-kaw sbb org spain tatahu BM so.. mcm sakek gak la tekak sesketi menjerit sanesini] hikhik:">

akanku tungguuu-uuu-uu-candy.. ngahaha sesapepon kawan2rapat sekolah akan tingatkan mazni.. =)).. mazni nyanyi patu dienyer akak-angkat ituh samong ahahahah =)) giler ngeri!.. [mazni mempunyai suare yg sgt rok dimane ade skali tuh mazni depan pintu rumah kat vista, dan die try tepon org kat dalam rumah gune hp die.. lalu suare die kuar dr speaker-pc sue.. yaAllah sgt ngeri!! (*sile bygkan suare mazni kuar dr speaker pc korang.. :-&)]

yg nih aku tatau apsal.. tapi.. dgr lagu 'maman-cinta kita' mesti tingat kat jjay.. apesal ek?:-s.. [wondering]

aku malu nak ckp tajot lagu nih.. tapi aku dediket kat pojan[pojan.. smuge ko engat lagu ape.. sbb ade skali talentime tuh kite nyanyi lagu nih pojan oiii.. dan dpt number 3! ahahahahha bodosss sgt.. [aku,kau,nani,mono dan mazni]
dan.. perluke nak senaraikan lelagu yg buat guek tingat2kan yance ku ituh?? lifehouse-jasonwade especially, ishutdown, erewidotyu, the list continues byk sgt.. [& even lagu tempel2an mcm lagu eklan carlsberg ke lagu negaraku pon bole tingatkan die.. oihh] nguhuhu.. rasenye payah nak carik lagu yg buat guek tak tingatkan die.. tihiihi.. [exception lagu2 pramlee ke dangdut regerege ke.. which i dont listen to.. so.. tak perlu tak tingat.. :-s.. sedangkan dgr lagu broery pon bole tingatkan die.. bahaye nih.. guek sudah di bomohikah? :-&]
[sorila kalo guek over.. guek mmg over.. ada apa masalah?]

byk sgt ah lagu yg takdapatla nak disenaraikan yeh.. harap maap la kalo ade lagu yg termasok list:)>-
so kawankawankuh sekalian.. lagu ape yg bile korang dgr korang paling takbole tak terbayang muke guek?? :D.. name it.. [lemme guess.. :-s.. lagu suraya-headwind??ngahaha.. atau lagu 2 jiwa 2 benua theme-song blog nih?? ngahaha.. leli paling menyampah dgr lagu nih kot.. sape lagi nyampah sile angkat tgn :D]
[**pstt pstt.. i am officially addicted to online gaming.. tolong bang berahem tolong.. mcm dah takbole nak benti dah :((]

mood of the moment:nantok mahu begolek2
song of the moment:still.. damien rice-blowers daughter
i wanna be: nuting.. :-s