** let there be love **

hnm..
its not that im bz with worklife or anythose that kept me silence..
im bz watching days passed me by i guess.

last years memories were unfaded. i cant imagine how many things happened so fast, sometimes unrecognised, most of them were unintendedly done, and some of them.. were sickening me.
but i accept the fact that, not everything we want we will get.. not everybody's perfect.
i mean. i do get what i want lah. the italy trip, the paris trip.. those picnics with greatest buddies, a year in england with 4 seasons of loneliness, its a whole bunch of excitement i can never forget, made me less realize another huge thing going on on the other side of the world.

those memories, kept safe in my heart.
thanx people, the one that made me laugh and the one that made me cry.

31st december 2005.
my pre-birthday launch dinner was with yanz at madamlim's followed by a jamming session at subang-15. and blablabla.. i slept at 5am until late noon and then comes my formal-celebration @ chillis, oneutama.

thousand thanx to those berjaya datang.
many thanx to o'a yg sanggop fetch me at srid4mansara and his zul- yg ok la bole la masok ngan kitorg nih ek.. gile gile.
thanx to peachy yg awal2 dah sampai hehe.. pis pis..
thanx haa&hasben.. yor hasben rawk la dude. [mcmlaa haa bace blog nih]
thanx sue pon besusahpayah all the way from gsk nun..
zurah tuh takpayah la tunggu kitorg kat chillis kat bangsar nun kan, gila ka? patu bedesup, 10mins dia dah tecegat kat chillis kitorg.. power tak?
shake yg lambat tapi takpa, asalkan dah muncul cukop cunh dah..

and not to forget, those smsesessesss and phoney-calls :d
the wishes. thanx..
takot lak nak senaraikan takot tetinggai tapi try ek..
imah, e'ja, o'a, sue, shake, nana, kakeda, mazni, leli, lond, elle, hsbc(thefnkc?), khaizura, and most importantly: my family.
and ym's msgs. thanz thanx.
and frenster testis from those sile bace fenster.

coming 2006,
i hope i'll be a btter friend. to my friends.
i hope i'll be fair to evrybody.
i hope i can do more saving, no more credits nor defisit.
i hope to settle my petronas.
i want to sell my kelisa, anybody interested?
[i felt that the car bring me suwei, takdak ong lar]
and i want to buy a kancil-manual. [for saving purpose]
i actually had started thinking of buying a house. for me. like if [i said if hahhh], if lessay i didnt get married kan, atlis i have my own house kot. to linger. to decorate mcm gila sampai rumah tuh jadik mcm rumah org gile. bes nye rumah sendiri cat sanesini sesketi. besnye.
and i hope to become a matured-lady [tanak dah pangai budak2 gadoh sane gadoh sini]
and i dun want anymore crisis. whateva it means.
and i will start looking for a violin-class. [tingin sangat]
and i want to join futsal. boleh? boleh kot, mcm ade byk mase aje skang nih.
and as usual, nak kuruskan badan [which is for like dah bertahun2 dah azam nih].
and i hope by atlis august 2006, i have enuff money to backpacking around malaysia, or atlis gi sipadan. i soooo want to go there lah.

owho- i cant stop daydreaming dah nih.
fullstop.
till then, enjoy my betdey pictures here. boohooo ooo woooo woooo...

mood of the moment: sick and tired
song of the moment: no-way-sis - let there be love
i want to do that!that thing you do.

** sedih tak berujung **

the apple-crunch ke apple-crunches ke apple-cruff ke apple-cr...
the person rite next to me is not eating that! he is not eating! and im so loving it!
aiyokkk susahnye jadi org pendiam [pendiam? wawa told imah that i'm pendiam :-"]
ok, how do you approach a person sitting next to you on a bus/tren/plane?
..for an apple-crunch

1. err excuse me.. seems like youre practising your own diet now and i think its a bit membazir to throw away such lovely apple-crunch, err, can i have yours?
2. look, look out there, there's a bird at our window!!~ [and grab the apple-crunch into own mouth]
3. dreamwalker? pretend that youre half asleep and eat. hohoho hidup mesti selambe
4. hi, my name is videl.. blalala.. apparently, im still hungry and youre not, can i have your apple-crunch?
5. you look familiar to me lah, and so does the apple crunch, can i have yours?
6. ko tanak apple crunch tuh kan? naknak! [ayat bersambung dan terus amek apple-crunch tuh tanpa perlu tunggu respon dia] lalu tidor secara tutop muke.

mood of the moment:jetlagg
song of the moment:daniel powter - a bad day
i wanna be: with my frens.

** PARAM: pasar ramadhan **

ramadhan again.
i almost jumped in the car when i myself decide to tapau samting from the pasar ramadhan, realizing the fact that i havent went to any pasar ramadhan or at least pasar malam since last year. duhhh.. i really miss this.
unfortunately, to my dissappointment, reaching ttdi's param[param: a shortform of pasar ramadhan] was way jammed. traffic crawled and so do people at the pasar ramadhan itself. everybody's important dishes like murtabak or roti john were highly demanded, and we have to queue for this. i mean where got this queuing-format lastyear? after that i thought: owh, maybe because today is the first day. i hope so.
nway, param is still the best place to cuci mata, like last year. cuci mata sahaja a, no offence. not that i will go menggatal or what. duhh. regardless the effect of usharing another gender that made yanz goes mad, having finally eat something i craved since lastyear, with someone i love, did washed away all the penatlelah queuing and bergadoh stuff. and again, pasar ramadhan, i dunno what, but this thing is the greatest gift from god. i hope today i will get my kueh yg bulat2 bawah hijau atas putih ade parut kelapa sikit2 nama dia seriputeri ke serimuke ke [kot]. and bingka ubi. and otak2. and apam balik [eh-apam balik got ar?].

and i'm currently waiting for any ramadhan-buffet-attack invitation. kmon gals, nak gi buffet mane weyh?

eh, did i mention param is always a good place to jejak kasih? met intansafina [she didnt see me, i see her from far] and owwe at ttdi's param yesterday.

mood of the moment:nantoks
song of the moment:gwen stef - hollaback girl
i wanna be:rich gal.

** saya sudah talarat **

1. happy betdey peachy!~and happy engagement day too.

2. saye telah tidak suka beberapa ketol wanita :-"
[eeee geramnyeeee kat popan2 gedik! pis :-"]

3. welcome back trex lond zahar. [bile sebenanyeh weh? tatau exact date]

4. saye belom makan satey k4jang :((

5. addicted to cheesecake semula.. tolong bang berahem tolong!!! saye berase seperti sudah naik kilo-kiloan.

6. saye tidak tawu bagaimana nak mencocok duit bank natwest (UK) kat sinih :(((((... cemane ek? bukankah dia ade maestro maka boleh dicocok dimanamana sahaja?

7. saye tatawu AP saye valid sampai bile. anybody has the idea?

8. apsal currency exchange rate tgh suxx?? saye tgh mesken nih :((.. 6.78 sepound yg paling mahal saya terjumpa. bila nak naik 7.3 nih??

mood of the moment: panas lagi
song of the moment: peterpan - semua tentang kita
i wanna be: rich

** happy independence day malaysia and myself **

olomokkk.. 4 days in a row been posting new entry..
obvious ke?
nahh.. announcement: i have totally nothing to do accept tido..
[and trying new recipe like laksa johor yg mcm meegorengkari].
sekian, salam merdeka kepada diri sendiri.
and world pis :)>-

and i dedicate this folowing song to miss goodself.

"Everything You Want"
Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

[Chorus]
He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

[Chorus]

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return

[Chorus]
I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why
I don't know

mood of the moment: kering kontang
song of the moment: vertical horizon - everything yu want
i want money!

** ..saya pula nak makan.. **

inspirited by babed's blog [yupp babed.. im your silent reader lalala:-"]

1.satey k4jang haji samuri.. takkesah la kat k4jang ke kat taipan-usj ke kat warisan-putrajaya ke kat awan besar ke.. janji dia satey haji samuri..
2.asam pedas ikan mak masak..
3.daging rebus cicah air daun tatau tuh.. slurpp mencicih airliyur..
4.masak lemak cili padi mak punye je.. org lain tak power mcm mak masak.. lalala..
5.sotong goreng tepong.. [air liur dah melimpah ke karpet nampaknye]..
6.ikan bakar/udang jalan bellamy.. belakang istana negara tuh..
7.kopok lekor kat pasar malam..
8.buah manggis.. a ahhhh.. aku butoh buah manggis weyhhhh.. [taske sgt durian..]
9.nasi ayam kat chicken rice shop atau kat jalan bukit bintang tuh.. nasi ayam kat ayamas pon nakk..
10.ayam goreng kfc..
11.chicken wings kat pizzahut..
12.cendol basten-kualap1lah.. terbaekk~

mood of the moment:bergenang2 airliur.. wuwuwu nak balikkkk
song of the moment:jamesblunt - u r bootiful
saye nak kawen ngan hans isaac 8-> [sori awak.. saye daydreamin aje.. ajajjajaa]

**you had me at HELLO**

ahlaa like yu guys read when i updated my blog:P... tapi.. i update instead..
[my mind will always go like: 'mcm ade org nak bace pon..' tapi.. this is for my own-future-ref eniway.. bole bace semase hari tua.. akan-akan-datang nanti bole bace sukesuke like i always did.. i read my previous post myself eheheks gatal.. :D]

1.snowthe climax of the winter: first snow in surr3y was on 13th of february 2005.. duh i was on way to 'little-chef-restaurant'.. and it was quick.. tak sempat nak buat apepe.. sejuuuuukkk to the max.. but then.. hehooo the mission is completed.. nak sgt tgk snow secare live and 'been there done that'.. [only that i dont have the thrill of making eni snow-man huhuu]

2. r.o.s.e onlinefinally.. my addiction to this game is kinda ok-ok.. tak seterok the first few days.. mcm sampai tamo mamam ek.. erkkhh..

3. party
we had this party/potluck at battersea-court.. and laily&me has to do the desert-part.. so we went to kaklin's house to make these chocs-cake and cheese-cake.. [she got the super-duper-mixer.. not like some of my fren's mixer yg kene pegang nan tangan tuh duhh penattt].. yayy.. sunggoh sonok membuat kek.. licin hingge menjilat pinggan... nyiiihooooo.. [the look can be decieving..] tapi.. ahh.. mmg sodap kankankan?

[pix: we had nasi beriyani n ayam masak merah sedaps n stuffs]


[pixx: cheesecake nih nampak mcm tak sedap nih tapi subhanallah sgt sodappp.. puji diri sendiri.. tapi mmg sodap cume malas nak buat base die jeee :-s.. half the cake dan kasi org](dan bole nampak ak ade tulis H & L kat atas tuh for our initials ahahaha :has1fah&l4ily)


[pixx: nih plak the chocs cake.. nampak mcm sodap.. dan memang sodap pon kan leli kankankan:D.. pon atfirst ade initial H&L.. tapi dah dipotong olih spear.. spear? pisaubelati tuhuhu]

4. presentationi have a presentation to the school's board and industrial-visitors on wednesday-the-16th... and im the 1st person to present.. yaAllahhh festaim jadik 1st person.. huhuuu sgt menggelabah

5. shehad met face-to-face with her with an hour of yadades-chats.. but, she cant recognise my picture.. and she said: "wow! awek baru".. :-s.. isnt it transparent enuff??
[who is she? rahsia]

**pssttt.. did i ever mention how i wish that i'd lost my mind someday.. so i cant remember eniting about me.. only things i really love that i can remember.. suchs: my family.. my fav songs.. my favs foods.. my fav frens.. my fav guy in life.. duhh.. out of reach~


mood of the moment:hnm.. i missed samtin.. and i donno why.. i missed somebody and i donno why.. i was scared
song of the moment: coldplay- in my place
i wanna be: an invisibel-girl...

**away from the sun**

this blog'll getting silent starting tonite..
off to spain-tour 19th-24th december 2004 [secare gamble ok~!]
and those barcelona, cordova, seville, malaga, victoria.. pfuff..
we were all freshies [read:1st timers]..
seme tak pnah jejak & tak pnah tahu wats spain all about..
so.. guess it hafta be: expect the unexpected lah kot..
takot sesat jeee.. dgn ketua-darjah yg takble dipercayai: that is imahan: yg penah claim: "yu'll never lost with me in PJ"
and we get lost at that area sejurus selepas ayat ituh kuar dr mulot imah.. :))..
sampai arinih eja & me & even minyak akan quote that very quotation ahaha sori imahan:D... niway.. wish us best of luck..
semuge selamat pergi and selamat kembali.. aminnnn~

and.. this is the making of kekbatik i cook last nite to bring to spain-tour..
bahan2nye adelah:
seketol butter, telor 2bijik [tiada didlm gamba], seketol susu pekat, milo secawan [teda milo make coklat tesco okeh layan:(], sekelet kedberi 2-3 sudu ikot kemahuan nafsu, beskot meri 2 bar juwe ekot keperluan nafsu,
dan.. err.. seketol camcorder untok merakamkan aksi kek kot2 menghangos ke apepeke..


bahan2 tanpe beskot meri dimasak diatas api-an yg maha slow..

setelah bahan sebati dan likat.. kutabori beskot meri sehingge pueh ati..
ade org ske byk beskot.. ade org ske byk sekelet..
gwek ske byk beskot dan rangop2s.. make.. nahhh.. abeskan segale beskot didunia ituh..

angkat adonan lalu dipenyek2 sbb penyek pakai sudu die mcm manje sgt..

setelah penyek..make..masokkan dalam fridge selame semalaman ikot ketahanan mental..
agak tak sabar nak mkn.. make bole makan selepas 3 jam..

setelah pagi esoknye.. di bahamkanlah ia..


sekian laporan untok kali ini.. kite berjumpe lagi selepas seminggu.. taitai..

[dela [if yu read this]: sori.. gwek tersalah kasi amount telor..
kuberikan sebijik.. rupenye 2 bijik:((.. sori yeh :(]

mood of the moment:menggelabah melondri sbb nak ton london in 2 hours time..
song of the moment:grinday-bulevad of broken drim
i wanna be: sleeping!.. dah 2-3 hari yg busy

**welkam to the fol-out..welkam to resistance**

1.disclaimer i tried to remember wats this bloggy-thingy created for..
i mean wats my intention at the 1st place..
owh.. i know i know.. to shout-out any unsatisfied + any misleading-issues + anything i wanna scribble + anything i wanna say + perhaps anything lahh sukeatiakulah nak tulis ape...
[and this is nutting.. sajeje nak ckp gitu lalala:-"]..
and to urge.. if anybody with the heart to meluat or feeling abhor or eniting-lah..
 pegilah bace blog org lain yg lebih bes lagi berinformasi yeh..
just leave me n my poor-bored-blog alone:(

2.im lucky
thanx.. he's soooo kind.. he's my kosmet from hongkong whose name i never know!~
[kejinyeh gwekkk:-&]..
yaaa i don have close-kosmet at the moment..
so.. when xm is the headlines in my head.. gosh.. haros mencarik solutions2 for my tutorial yg tak penah sentoh and im lucky..
he's among the person i talked to niway which i rarely did..
tu pon secare tak sengaje sbb nak tanye lab-schedule...
lalu dikesempatan itu.. i called him to borrow the tutorial he made..
and he's damn pure-kind [bahase omputih aku maken bodoh sgt]..
i went to collect the solution with this intention: to fotostet je malas nak salin..
but.. but.. he already photostate for me!
and that was the last thing the bbdak-cino-kosmet-kat-UM will do tau!
[i spent tatau la bape byk asek potostet tutorial bdak cine bwk beg balik kg pegi faculty tuh]

3.gilesess
tolong gwek telah mendapat pangilan lucah.. patu i was like hang-up..
patu off the ringer for the unstoppable-rings..
patu i read back the msgs in the mailbox and ade sekor matsaleh menyamar jadik our-court's-receptionis
and he asked me to go to the reception-office segera bekos somebody's reported about my noisy-room and hell!
thats so 1.30am for gods sake i cant sleep.. where did he found my number? f***

4.odd
conversation with e'ja on poor evening [this is definitely not the starting..]
me (3:15:06 PM): :-&
eja (3:15:22 PM): [tetiba je garang ek]
me (3:16:12 PM): aah:-&
eja (3:16:14 PM): ko tau tak
eja (3:16:17 PM): tatau kan>
me (3:16:18 PM): muke takotkan makcik tiri
eja (3:16:45 PM): weekend inihhhh guek begidubusanneywwwwww
eja (3:16:48 PM): dengan minyaknyew tadek
eja (3:16:50 PM): baru guek rase
eja (3:17:04 PM): nihhhh betolll kebosanan tahap berkoyan2 banyak nyew
me (3:17:11 PM): haa ituhla..ade minyak ko pekecilkecilkan..
eja (3:17:15 PM): siyes neh @-)
me (3:17:17 PM): idopla tanpe kawan
eja (3:17:22 PM): semuge busan sokmo:-"
me (3:17:25 PM): lalela:-"
eja (3:17:33 PM): tanye oa, die kt opis
eja (3:17:36 PM): ;))
me (3:17:53 PM): huh
eja (3:17:54 PM): hmmm~~
me (3:17:59 PM): busannye ade kwn kwn wekelik
me (3:18:11 PM): asal ko tak dtg je sini:-"
eja (3:18:13 PM): :))
eja (3:18:17 PM): hmmm
eja (3:18:23 PM): niat di hatiiii mcm dah smpai dah
me (3:19:20 PM): baik ko bekwan baik ngan sue.. tapi.. susah kua ngan org2 yg tinggal ngan parents.. byk curfew
me (3:19:23 PM): (:
eja (3:19:38 PM): tuh arrr
me (3:19:51 PM): er..sape ek nak dicadangkan..yan balik tawai
eja (3:20:17 PM): :D
eja (3:21:56 PM): aku rase cem nk je bekawan ngn misha omar je trus
me (3:22:10 PM): takpela..ko dok la rumah makan kasi gemok..doakan aku pas segale mende..nak balik mesia dah tatahan dah
me (3:22:20 PM): =))misha omar
eja (3:22:26 PM): tolongkan aje laa
eja (3:22:33 PM): td nk je wase gi hartamas tuh sesorg

n the converse. continues dan tepakse diedit2 dimane perlu sebagai langkah2 keselamatan..
that converse define samtin i'll [me with my frens] do wheneva busannye ke boipren unebelebel ke.. tensi keje ke.. we were not samtin bitch or wateva they called..
but we love to hang out those place..hartamas ke mt kiara ke uptown atlis.. 6th college's-pak abu.. paling tak.. nasi lemak cikgu kat kelanajaya..
its not only the food that matters.. but the companion kot ek?
mcm kekdg pikir.. la..kite serumah je..
bukan takble hoohaalalaloo kat depan astro menggelakkan aksi terlampau 'for love/money'..
but then.. lepak2 minom2 air buah gelas besar kat luar is bit outstanding..
tenok2 gelagat org.. or perhaps sajeje busan tenok tv yg kecik kat rumah tuh.. so.. mari tenok screen beso plak..
kekdg mcm rase bes dpt jumpe samwan-known suchs:artis la ek..
tapi takde la plak jenis pegi amek otograp.. org zaman skang dah tak centuh..
[exception ade skali tuh aron 1-2am lepak minom at nasi kandar kayu-ss2 with yance...
and zahid-Af2 & frens was happen to be there..
n takde ramai org situ mase tuh.. dgn muke tak malu yance g tego this zahid
& those signaturing-autograph wahaha=))..
pdhal bukan beminat pon..
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sedihnye uk's life deadly-dead after around 5pm...
mcm semorg dah start dok rumah and no place for girl's thing..
ah-ha no kedai mamak-syed's/nasi kandar kayu/nasi kandar pelita/ABC kandar/usj-15/wateva2-24hours
for they-english hang out at bars ek..
and that is soooo me lah kan nak melepak di bar!~
oh i miss malaysian life, i miss roti canai, nasi lemak panas after wake-up without mandi first.. hehu:((

mood of the moment: i still have one more paper to go helo!~
song of the moment: gwen stefani - wat yu waiting for
i wanna be:rich and buy that darn-printer yg ade photocopier tuh

**i love you billie joe!~**

1.butterfingers-kabus ribut
punyela lame dah donlod.. baru dpt tenok vclip nih tadi.. satu mende nak cakapkan: asal kadak kiut sgt dlm vclip nih ha?:D seriyes comel.. aaagaga.. suke kadak;)) sejak dulu lagi.. hehe [takde maknenyeh:-"]
2.examination is suxx
im exhausted!~ truly~ i have another paper nexwik.. these few days were damn-hectic.. penat sgt rasenye otak ni.. 3 papers in a row.. bbtol menguji and im depressed with my performance [altho the results havent come out] but i can feel the err.. tanak sebot :((..
and finally my mom discovered my rawk-voice sbb after the first paper of xm i cried to my sis unknowing the present of my mom kat situ.. they both in the car.. so then mom called me back and start risau2kan my crying-condition + my sorethroat.. patu start la proses betuka2 gagang tepon antare mak n ayah and both with the nasihat: dah jan pikir sgt dah.. makan jan tinggal.. tido jan tinggal.. semayang jan tinggal.. study leklok.. huhu sori termenyusahkah plak.. ahhh... nak balik mesia hohoho:((

3.cleaning out my closet
yaallah gini ke ghopenyeh bilik guek?? punyela serabot otak... tak sempat je nak mengemas pfuff..


4.thanx eja muahmuah:*:*
thanx eja for these kueh raye.. esok2 bole anta lagi yeh:D..
sodap.. especially yg beskot sekelet patsegi2 tuh..
eja ckp mesti sbb die rase cen susu susu tuh psl guek suke? ye kot...
niway.. dah selamat abes pon.. nih gamba sebelom proses penerkaman:-"


5.cepatla abes huh my wishlist after the xm erm mbe:
-tuka templet blog nih.. dah busok sgt
-burn segale makneka kejadah dlm hatdisk-40gb-tinggal less~3gb[d-drive]:-o
-heho spain-tour... tolongkanlah!~

mood of the moment:fenatttnyefff
song of the moment:blink 182-always plak
i wanna be:sleep until tomorrow's tomorrow.. qada'

**i du believe in fairies..i do..i do..**

i tried to remember the story:peterpan...which part i like most hah??
owh..the peterpan himself..hemsem sgt budok tuh...ituh la asek tingattingat part i do bilif in fairies..i do..i do...eheheks..

so i went to odeon-guildford with lond&taires to watch finding neverland...
duhh..boring giles..at first i was like sleeping all the way..
but its kinda sweet towards the end..
especially when remembering the part she died.. hehu..
yeah i'm lucky to have parents still alive.. thank god.. i luv yu mom n dad..
yaaa i woe.. when close-person to mine passed-away.. i'd felt the feeling...
i know.. i can say i'm simply oversensitive samtimes..
kate org pahang:cengeng.. argh..
i cried alot.. i cried when listening to others crying..
i cried listening to my bespren's storied about her-adik's 1st day at some school and her adik cried sebab mcm semorang makbapak antar ke sekolah on first day.. while.. die nih..tade ayah nak antar..:((..
she cried during the storying.. so do i..
i cried when listening to my boipren cried storying of how his uncle fetch him at a-boarding-school telling that there's kinda party going on at his home..
only to find out when reach home..
everybody's gathering and its his dad passed-away..
i cant help that i cried too..

like i always said:
if one day you feel like crying..call me..
i dont promise yu that i'll make you laugh..but i'll cry with you..
if one day yu want to runaway..don be afraid to call me..
i dont promise to ask yu to stop..but i'll run with yu..
if one day yu don want to listen to enibodi..call me..
and i promise to be very quiet..:(
but..if one day yu call and there's no answer..
come fast to see me..perhaps i need you... 

life's too short to be wasted to woe all the time..
so.. to those who ever lost somebody..lost enibodi..or even lost nobody..cheer up ok..
yang dulu..usah dirindu..hilangkanlah dari hatimu..doaku buatmu kekasihhh...

eyh..nih apehal melalot2 nih..cakap pasal apeje tadi?astagaaaa~
terbabas terkuar topik..mmg suke membebel..iskkk...
the hongkong-clan in this house tried to make the puding-roti..
patu terjadik puding jagong:-o.. wahaha.. tak ahh.. tapi.. tak jadik aa.. kesian:(..
asal aku asek silap kasi resipi ke ek??
rase dah betol dah..
"has1fah.. why is the puding is not the same as yours:("..
the-one-with-everyday-question-wheres-yo-rumet tuh ngadudombe.. kesian..
patu.. i made a choc cake for no-purpose..
mbe sbb choc-cake mase raye arituh telupe nak disimpan sikit kot..
so.. watla skali lagi..
and the hongkong-clan ituh seme taksob n pakat mintak resipi ituh pulok...
haros lepas ni aku bantaiii je masak apepepon diorg mintak jugak resipi ek??

[nak tenok bridget jones diary:(...trex ngan lond ckp this will be their last movie ere:(]
[eyh gamba raye dah upload byk giler: http://videlcute.fotopages.com ]

mood of the moment:rindu awak saye
song of the moment:the song in my blog:yance-cinta dua benua [samtin like that]
i wanna be:young

**berlari ke langit**

nahh..summary's of yesterday's
::i slept at 8pm for god's sake and i wake up aron 11.45am the next morn...
[ngalahkan baby tido sampai 16hours]..
its already dark when reached 4pm here.. and i was like omigod..
asal sini asek mendonggg jeeee..haros tido2 saluuu..
[the sky is always bluer on the other side - the grass is always greener on the side..]

::i had class when i breakfasting - the usuals - then ran to the quiet centre for free-food [winkwink]

::and then i go lepak at elly's room - yaddaa yadda..
effa & zura[of uni of manchester/umist] were there..
and we were like.. yayy.. haros lepak2 lagi..
sambil menenok2 konsert Malaysian-idol and AF2..
[duhh i miss those tahapepe+poyo times when we: me&yance, sue&olleh, eja&minyak, amir-not-with-nana,and oa haros book meja awal at mount kiara's place-kacang poll tuh untok menenok konsert final AF2 secare live kat screen besar..
macam takde keje pon ade kan mcm la kat rumah tade astro la kan..
niwayy.. bes pulakkan lagu broery-biarlah bulan bicara ngan lagu bob-cinta seorg teman ek? eheks..mesraa~ plisss..tak ske bob >:P]

::lepastuh..agak teruja bile leli konfess ade vcd cite melayu: berlari ke langit..
haross tenokk.. [agak2 kalo kat mesia tenok tak??:D]..
wahhh... make.. berkamponglah seramai2 manusia dlm bilik elly yg sempit..
astagaaa.. tolongkanlah bapaknye lembab la kan citer kan dan banyak la kan aksi tak terduga.. pfuff.. patu agak tak paham asal die pomot siti sarah gegilerr ahaha.. hehh..
tapi... mcm lawa la budak fasha sanda ituh.. sehsuatuh tak?:d..
[im not les]..
tapi ble la masok ketegri lawa2 after maya karen..
eh..suke suke maya karen..suke..

ok..finally...
to all readers [bace secare sengaje atau tak sengaje]..
SeLaMaT hAr RaYa.. MaAf ZaHR BatN.. 0-0..
kalo ade tersinggung memane part in this blog.. atau from memyself sendiri..
amponn yaa..kok guek takdpt neng menyalami kaukk.. aduhhh..sedih bangets..
makan ketupat rendang lemang kuahkacang lodeh beskotkonfleks beskotalmenlanden kekbatik:D laksajohor seme2 tuh..engat2laa kitorg yg jauh ni huhukk:(


mood of the moment:nak balik kamponggg :((
song of the moment:maya karen - erti cinta.. uhuhkks..
i wanna be:backkkk...homsikk tauuuuu

**welkam to ma life**

nahhh..sampai juwe akhirnye..imah n owwe ke bumi surr3y..welkam to my life..
[read:blog imah www.silio.blogspot.com for further setori..malas nak menaip]

the next day..the potluck day..
si laily the spooky..beriye nak merase masak lemak cili padi..
i wuz at first:"seriyes..kite ni santan pon takpnah pegang!~"
manela penah mak guek tuh nak kasi guek tolong kalo bab2 masak lemak ni..
perah santan pon terkial2...
penah je nenek depan rumah tuh ckp gini mase guek nak menolong ape tah tak ingat:
"as..ekau belaja laa rajin2 yeh..dah ekau punyo kolobihan kek situ"
[dlm erti kate lainnyeh: takpayah aa ko nolong nih..ko pegila dok dlm bilik study..fuhh..sgt terhina..] 
sahsah mase tuh cuti spm ke cuti semester ke..tahh..
tak penah sgt dok rumah..dr from1 sampai form5 dok ostel..patu masok um..patu..keje pon kl..kire2 mcm ade dekat 12 tahun kat kl ekk?
niway..sunggoh2 si leli nak makan masak lemak cili padi..lalu..
kuusahakan mencarik segale santan cili kunyit...[tak junpe serai]..nahhh...bole je pon masak ni:

dan kemudian..mereka pon kekonyangan....

[left to rite:leli,husna,lond,purat, back:pidah --org paling ske pedas]

[pst:patu..adela kasi resipi kek batik kat budak dela ni..
patu..kek batik die betuka menjadik bebola kain pelekat..hehu..wase sgttt bersalah tak??
silela tenok sini: http://pussyfooting.blogdrive.com amponnn yer dela..:D]

mood of the moment:risau...manyak mende...
song of the moment:enya-only time
i wanna be:rokstaaaaa~!

**skali lagi..3 lil teddies..menyelamatkan..kea-daan**

lalala
hnm...wats going on..
sejak bersekolah ni..guek ske nak pakai point-fom..haros skema..

no.1:
kesian sunggoh melihat kejakonan the hongkong girls..
kukuarkan puding roti dari oven lalu mereka heran kerna tak penah melihat eyh?
kuberi rase..auwmm..nak lagiiii..:D
eyp!~..titik jari tuh kanggg...>:P
no.2:
eyp!...sudah teda keneksen curi ituh di bilik..hehuuu:((
haros dtg common room..:((..sunggoh sadis..
cuace maken hari maken sejuk maken angin maken hujan...
hari hari asek nak tido..
hari hari asek malas...
hari hari asek dok dalam semot..
duhhh~!
no.3:
semalam gi carboot-sales kat farnborough..
sewa kete 28pounds sehari...minyak isi senirik..
so..berbekalkan semangat perjuangan harmoni..kami mengharongi ketaktaujalanan ituh..
tenok2 map..tenok2 signbod..sesat barang sepam..lalu sampai ke farnborough agak awal..lalu melepak2 menunggu carboot bukak dan serbu dan membeli blender berharge 4pounds disitu..lalu selepas ituh menjadi penat mengusung blender ituh..
kakpidah yg spooky tingin nak beli antenna..lalu kami ke aldershot..juge gamble jalan..[driver:tyrex..firsttime memandu kete di uk ok..dgn lesen-kete-malaysia yg sudah mati juwaaa]...
teda sesat..sampai aldershot dan saye beli sebotol hot-chocs-cadbury berharge sepound sebotol..yeahhh..murahh..[to mention other things??haros abis beberape kewangan seharian membelibelah..dont mention!~--ckp bebuke diri disewa..lalu disia2kan gamble inih juge..kat ke kete kpd masih patu..gi port portsmouth pose secare sendiri sgtsgtsgt... siang..rugi situ..sejukkkk tepian woking..patu..hari yg




mood of the moment:gadoh lagi ek...
song of the moment: slam-mentari muncul lagi..
i wanna hold your hand~

**pasar ramadhan vs pasar bergerak**

sebak rasenyeh..
meleleyh airmatehati guek pebile terpakse minom air rebena dlm kelas untok bebuke puase...hendakkuuuu nangis...tiadaaaa....berairmataaaa...:((sobsobsob..
the worst part is..naknak time berbuke mase tuh la budak tuh gi bukak air coke...pessssssss..~----bunyi baru bukak tin
nak kutelan pulot panggang ituh..takot kang budak greece sebelah aku bantai menangis sbb nak jugak pulot panggang tuh kangg..guek beli cecukop perot yg satu ni jee...
[guek tapau pulot panggang mase lunch-beli kat pasar begerak kakwin ]


tutorial was from 530pm-630pm.. maghrib is at 605pm...
so..rite after the tutorial i ran to the quite-centre...
musliminmuslimat pemurah mane tah..sedekah..
so..ewiday ade makan free berbuke kat quitecentre-after performin the maghric prayer jumaah..
sampai2 didepan quite centre..pfufpfuf..[fenat belari kelaparan]..
semorg dah start makan sbb dah abes semayang seme..
apelagass..serbu nasi goreng ayam arinih..
smalam nasi beriyani yg digoreng bersame butter..ngan kari daging..ngan dal..ngan salad..[buweks>:P]...tak ske tak ske tak ske..seme pon tak ske..tapi..:">..haros terime seadenye..makan free..:D
kenapelah aku tak dilahirkan suke kari:((
hari2 makanan yg beransorkan kari dan kawasan yg sewaktu dgnnye..
haros asek ramai org2 arab n pakistan la kan..
i was the only malay-girl tadi..wat muke tak malu je ngadap makan..watwatla beborak2 brg sepatahduekate ngan minah2 jordan tuh..tapi..tujuan sebenar..malas balik rumah masak woi... bayangkan kalo kene begegas balik untok masak..bukan untok makan..owh alangkah manisnye jike ade pasar ramadhan..
huhuuu i miss pasar ramadhan:((
i miss pasar ramadhan kerinchi..
i miss pasar ramadhan bangsar..
i miss pasar ramadhan ss17..
i miss pasar ramadhan ttdi..[huhu miss junpe artis..]
i miss pasar ramadhan kelanajaya..
i miss pasar ramadhan kualap1lah juweee..:((
i miss buffet-buffet-buffet..makan hingge perot nak pecahhh:(
sanfrancisco-stikhouse ye sue..mushroom klcc ye sue..eastin hotel punye buffet..terbaik~
wagagagaa...mahu makan..mahu makan..
i miss malaysian food..
i miss malaysian-western-food..
i miss malaysian-sushi..
i miss ayampercik..otak-otak..murtabak..air soya..air tebu..eyh?:d
bang berahem...tolon bang berahem...tolonnn..
silekan poskan tolon bangberahemmm...
well thats all the time we have..
tengkiyu for watching..
taaa~

mood of the moment: kenyang terlampau..tak ske tak ske 2 kali tambah gaks:">
song of the moment: ni kat lebri ni..tade earfon..so..tak dgr muzik lalu menjadik sengal
i wanna be:at pasar ramadhan..uii..uiiii???

**Thanks for watching as I fall..And letting me know we were done**

i was eating with the hongkong-gang in my house just now when they tasted the serunding n they were like:"wow..its tasty..nyummnyumm..i like spicy food" wateva wateva la kan...

n then i miss mlaysian food..
even its not samtin mummy's cook..even its only the fastfood pon..
susah btowl nak makan kat sini:((...
adeje halangannye : eg : ayam tak semelih, ade E471 emulsion watevawateva, ade gelatyn watevawateva..:(duhh

i miss those food..yeap i cant resist those:
1. first of all..ofkos all of those mum's cook:(
2. kfc ori-recipe huhuiii~
3. mango blended-presint 8, putarajaya
4. burger leleyh-rondebot UM
5. roti john-blakang ibm/pasar ttdi
6. kacang poll-mont kiara [plaza damas] and the ciken grilled with cheese tuh sodapp
7. air buah gelas besa-hartamas square
8. blekpeper bifstik uptown okeh layan
9. nasi ayam kat ayamas nyumnyummm
10.bigplate & naili's -pegi ade 2-3 kali je tapi mane nak dpt sini yg halal:(
11.megi goreng awak buat..asalje wat senirik mcm tak sesedap awak buat?

mood of the moment: teda feeling
song of the moment: still lagu ituh:www.sepookey.blogspot.com [i donno if he sing it for me but if he does..i bet now he doesnt :((]
i wanna be:a supergenius!~

**krenberis**

sunggoh sedap makan ikan bakar...nyuumnyumm...sunggoh murah juweeee..
hiyiihihiihih...
sesunggohnye...seperasan guek...org2 sabah nih mempunyai taste music yg agak besh..pergi dimane2 ade sejjaa lagu bes dipasang..
i remembered last time i was like intoxicated by the song dlm satu kedai cd nih...and i went there to ask the song-title-singer...duhh
dahlaaa my site was a shopping-complex..so..terpaksele hehari dok mendengar lagu besh..even samtimes lagu lame pon dengar cen besh..pakai obat gegune ke hape diorg nihhh????

mood of the moment:nak balikkkkkkkkkk:((...
song of the moment:cranberries-ode to ma pemili
i wanna be:a supermodel

**london bridge is folin don duhhh*

my my...got my MARA results today..
ya Allah...syukurrr alhamdulillahh..syukur sesgtttt...but now i feel like...stuck..
tatau nak wat ape..i havent apply any university..i havent take the IELTS..
i did notin..sbb mmg tak beharap lansong..
omigod..manyak nyeh mende nak kene catch-up...doe...
risau pon ader..am i this serious??called my mom tadi..then..ngadu..
me:cane ni mak..orang tak apply2 uni pon..huhuu..:((
mom:aa tuhla..arituh mak pesan...wat donoe je..
takpetakpe..sempat lagi kot..
agak2 tak sempat terpaksele mintak pospon next year??
boley??boley keeeeeeee????huaaaaa:((
duhhhh....where should i start???

smalam yanz bwk udang from sabah..punyerla byk..sampai tak muat fridge..
harosla tompang fridge ofiskan...seriyesshett!!i brot one tupperware to ofis..wahahaha..
almaklomlaa..fridge kat umah ni sejenis yg cumil..seperti org2 yg menggunekan nyer juwaa..
sebbaik la udang tu tak bebesa mcm dulu..kalo tak..harosla mai mom pengsan kali kedue..
niway..thanx yanz..:*emmuahhhh:*

mood of the moment:gabra tatau nak wat ape ni..tatauuu
song of the moment:london bridge is folin don..folin don..folin don..wahaha..yeyeje..skali tak jadi gi pon..wakakaka
i wanna be:organized:tak kelamzi n kelamkabot seadenye..fuhhh

**action is the enemy of thoughts**

yahyahh..berjaye menguplodkan picture..
mari kite tenok gegamba vacation ke tioman ituh..mari mari...



inihla gua yg diperkatekan ituh...susah inih nak turun ikot sini...


[~sodah dilit atas sebab2 kesihatan dan untok tidak menimbolkan perbalahan kaum seperti peristiwa 13mei~]
dlm bas melayan perasaan perasan kiyut..sue la..abis kiyut la tuh wat centuh tuh..:p



inih depan chalet..wow..sgt mengabuskan..sape ituh tenah bersantai??rahsiaa..:d



the barbeque..notice the ombak jahat rite before the fire??



adeq-the organizer..tuan punye chalet yg sgt gerex..



begidu bersemangat hingga ade yg terpakse bergayots sahaje di tiang pelampong sbb taleh swim..doe~


mood of the moment:sakek pewot manyak anginnnnnnnnn..huhuuu:((
song of the moment:goodcharlotte-say anithing
i wanna be:younger

**lovebite**

sape nak cake meh dtg sini..
ex-kosmet imah at utm ade sini die nyeh betdey kelmarin..
die letak cake ituh atas meje neh..meh makan...lapaaa~

tadi imah konfess..
die jeles tenok kitorg ade blog..
lalala..wat muke eksenn..:-"
patu ade hati nak wat gaks..
[ai think if she did did those blog..sure a month a blog only..
paling keji pon a blog a week..itu pon mesti susah die nak tulih..:p
imahkan ker werkehelik..lalalla...]
patukan..die ckp..die maleh nak create html..maleh nak create skin die..
die nak copy paste..jejage..jejage..
:D...pecahkan rahsie imah disini..kewl!~
okaii...itu sahaje nak ckp..mari mandii~

mood of the moment:err..lapaa
song of the moment:evanescence-heylow!
i wanna be:rokstaa..rokstaa---undergron where i don have to face the crowd..aderkahh??